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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 8:25:41 GMT -7
Someone has to say this, so I’m volunteering my time to do so. This place is like a wriggling creature without a head. Where is your direction? I see posts about someone, who supposedly killed the identity they made as Sith and became a good little Jedi.
That doesn’t happen. You don’t just embrace your shadow, give that experience an edgy name, then get to claim you killed it. The shadow can’t be destroyed, only directed and transformed.
I see posts here about how so and so destroyed so and so, and it’s just silly to me. Revenge is an indulgence, not an accomplishment and if it gains one only distress in the end, it was a bad use of resources. Next, passion without beneficial direction is just wasted passion.
Seems many here have forgotten that to become Sith, you must also have discipline. You must have achievable goals, along side great passion. You must embrace pain and pressure, not flee from it. To be Sith is to welcome life’s pressure, transforming you, a chunk of carbon, into a diamond.
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 8:42:08 GMT -7
Someone has to say this, so I’m volunteering my time to do so. This place is like a wriggling creature without a head. Where is your direction? I see posts about someone, who supposedly killed the identity they made as Sith and became a good little Jedi. That doesn’t happen. You don’t just embrace your shadow, give that experience an edgy name, then get to claim you killed it. The shadow can’t be destroyed, only directed and transformed. I see posts here about how so and so destroyed so and so, and it’s just silly to me. Revenge is an indulgence, not an accomplishment and if it gains one only distress in the end, it was a bad use of resources. Next, passion without beneficial direction is just wasted passion. Seems many here have forgotten that to become Sith, you must also have discipline. You must have achievable goals, along side great passion. You must embrace pain and pressure, not flee from it. To be Sith is to welcome life’s pressure, transforming you, a chunk of carbon, into a diamond. Nullityus is a story full of hatred and pain. I used my pain and passion together and received the title of lord. There's a lot of drama here. While I was a student of Scorn, I used the name Perditus, and while I was friends with Lycurgus, I settled on the name Nullityus. Lycurgus suffered a lot and was a person like me, but his remaining personality traits are not very similar to me. While the fictional Sith that Scorn was trying to make me look like was Malgus, I chose to look like Vader. I already had a lot in common with Vader and it was easier to get inspired. Yes, Nullityus will not go away forever and will always have a scar. This is true but I have learned to channel it, I can do this while doing exercises or when I am in a place where I can release my darkness. I had extreme anger inside me. When Lycurgus was not with me and I was not on good terms with Streen, I fell into a severe depression and became very obese, weighing 140 kilos. I was athletic while using the name Nullityus. Now I weigh 90 kilos and have a height of 185 cm, Streen worked on my body and taught me lessons. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 8:46:52 GMT -7
When I was 140 kilos , I had grown my hair quite long and dyed it blonde. I was like the obese Thor you lol  know. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 9:04:48 GMT -7
I can't explain everything here, and this is one of the deep spots of the damn internet. If you're going to attack me or show your teeth, it's okay . I deserved it, instead of talking like a mature person, I became like a child. There's a lot of drama, it's more comfortable to talk about it over the DM. my username : quinlan_lamar
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 10:32:51 GMT -7
Someone has to say this, so I’m volunteering my time to do so. This place is like a wriggling creature without a head. Where is your direction? I see posts about someone, who supposedly killed the identity they made as Sith and became a good little Jedi. That doesn’t happen. You don’t just embrace your shadow, give that experience an edgy name, then get to claim you killed it. The shadow can’t be destroyed, only directed and transformed. I see posts here about how so and so destroyed so and so, and it’s just silly to me. Revenge is an indulgence, not an accomplishment and if it gains one only distress in the end, it was a bad use of resources. Next, passion without beneficial direction is just wasted passion. Seems many here have forgotten that to become Sith, you must also have discipline. You must have achievable goals, along side great passion. You must embrace pain and pressure, not flee from it. To be Sith is to welcome life’s pressure, transforming you, a chunk of carbon, into a diamond. Nullityus is a story full of hatred and pain. I used my pain and passion together and received the title of lord. There's a lot of drama here. While I was a student of Scorn, I used the name Perditus, and while I was friends with Lycurgus, I settled on the name Nullityus. Lycurgus suffered a lot and was a person like me, but his remaining personality traits are not very similar to me. While the fictional Sith that Scorn was trying to make me look like was Malgus, I chose to look like Vader. I already had a lot in common with Vader and it was easier to get inspired. Yes, Nullityus will not go away forever and will always have a scar. This is true but I have learned to channel it, I can do this while doing exercises or when I am in a place where I can release my darkness. I had extreme anger inside me. When Lycurgus was not with me and I was not on good terms with Streen, I fell into a severe depression and became very obese, weighing 140 kilos. I was athletic while using the name Nullityus. Now I weigh 90 kilos and have a height of 185 cm, Streen worked on my body and taught me lessons. First, get checked for a mental health disorder because this all sounds genuinely disturbing. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 11:27:55 GMT -7
Trust me, no one on this site is in good mental health . lol but that is true
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 11:34:23 GMT -7
If you believe that I'm dishonest and that I'm still a Sith, consider this sentence, which I noted in our old conversations. "Okay. It should be red, have an animal claw at the base, have bone at the hilt. Ideally the appearance of a spine. A sharp metal ring with a pointed tip above where the blade comes out." that was your lightsaber conversation . And my padawan had a personality similar to you. Think of yourself as your 18-year-old self
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 11:59:17 GMT -7
Trust me, no one on this site is in good mental health . lol but that is true Speak for yourself. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:02:09 GMT -7
If you believe that I'm dishonest and that I'm still a Sith, consider this sentence, which I noted in our old conversations. "Okay. It should be red, have an animal claw at the base, have bone at the hilt. Ideally the appearance of a spine. A sharp metal ring with a pointed tip above where the blade comes out." that was your lightsaber conversation . And my padawan had a personality similar to you. Think of yourself as your 18-year-old self I don’t care what you are or aren’t, to be honest. Jedi, Sith, or a purple spotted gremlin; makes no difference to me. If you want to matter to me, become relevant. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:08:04 GMT -7
Then please, let's move on to Discord. I have a lot to tell you. about my education and what I've been through (what is relevant)
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:12:08 GMT -7
Trust me, no one on this site is in good mental health . lol but that is true Speak for yourself. Yes, you are someone who fully embraces anger and hatred, and all people look at you as a monster. So your mental health is not good either. Don't worry, when I was Nullityus, I became the monster of the monster and those were pretty bad memories. If you forgive me for my mistake towards you, I will leave the past behind and focus on the present. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:35:35 GMT -7
Yes, you are someone who fully embraces anger and hatred, and all people look at you as a monster. So your mental health is not good either. Don't worry, when I was Nullityus, I became the monster of the monster and those were pretty bad memories. If you forgive me for my mistake towards you, I will leave the past behind and focus on the present. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. Actually, I’m not that angry or hateful; I use passion and conflict to strengthen and focus myself, rather than suppressing and dispelling either. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:38:38 GMT -7
Yes, you are someone who fully embraces anger and hatred, and all people look at you as a monster. So your mental health is not good either. Don't worry, when I was Nullityus, I became the monster of the monster and those were pretty bad memories. If you forgive me for my mistake towards you, I will leave the past behind and focus on the present. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. There is a cope a lot of people use, where they compare themselves to someone else, who they think is worse than them; It’s self deceptive and ignorant. Maybe avoid that in the future? |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:39:42 GMT -7
Yes, you are someone who fully embraces anger and hatred, and all people look at you as a monster. So your mental health is not good either. Don't worry, when I was Nullityus, I became the monster of the monster and those were pretty bad memories. If you forgive me for my mistake towards you, I will leave the past behind and focus on the present. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. Actually, I’m not that angry or hateful; I use passion and conflict to strengthen and focus myself, rather than suppressing and dispelling either. I know this, but compared to a normal person, you are still mentally ill. The reason for my current mental problems and your mental problems is close to each other. I had reached a completely different peak when I was Nullityus and I was completely autistic lol. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:41:30 GMT -7
My job now is to correct the mistake I made, and I've been around for hours for that. Don't worry, I'll be pretty busy tomorrow. I have a big workout tomorrow
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:48:13 GMT -7
Actually, I’m not that angry or hateful; I use passion and conflict to strengthen and focus myself, rather than suppressing and dispelling either. I know this, but compared to a normal person, you are still mentally ill. The reason for my current mental problems and your mental problems is close to each other. I had reached a completely different peak when I was Nullityus and I was completely autistic lol. I have a personality disorder and a brain difference. Do you really wish to continue on your present course with me? Also, I don’t know why you brought up your autism. Explain? |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 12:57:33 GMT -7
I know this, but compared to a normal person, you are still mentally ill. The reason for my current mental problems and your mental problems is close to each other. I had reached a completely different peak when I was Nullityus and I was completely autistic lol. I have a personality disorder and a brain difference. Do you really wish to continue on your present course with me? Also, I don’t know why you brought up your autism. Explain? Come on, I said autism as a joke, don't take it seriously. I am already solving my existing problems. I had a lot of problems when I was Nullityus and I solved most of them. Streen guided me on this issue. I could do without it, but I wouldn't be as good as I am now, and I think your situation is worse than mine. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 13:00:19 GMT -7
I have a personality disorder and a brain difference. Do you really wish to continue on your present course with me? Also, I don’t know why you brought up your autism. Explain? Come on, I said autism as a joke, don't take it seriously. I am already solving my existing problems. I had a lot of problems when I was Nullityus and I solved most of them. Streen guided me on this issue. I could do without it, but I wouldn't be as good as I am now, and I think your situation is worse than mine. Autism isn’t a joke though and I’m not sure why you’re still comparing yourself to me; we’re nothing alike. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 13:01:59 GMT -7
you are right , It's just that we make fun of lonely, asocial people who don't know how to flirt with women among young people as autistic
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2024 13:07:27 GMT -7
you are right , It's just that we make fun of lonely, asocial people who don't know how to flirt with women among young people as autistic Sounds like you hold a lot of bitterness and lack meaning and value in your life, to be honest. |
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know.