VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Apr 14, 2023 21:53:10 GMT -7
I don't think anyone cares about your adolescent goth fantasy delusional angst.
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Apr 17, 2023 15:47:50 GMT -7
I don't think anyone cares about your adolescent goth fantasy delusional angst. I don’t care what they care about. This is my journal and if you don’t like it or find value in it, stop reading it and certainly stop commenting. Make sense? no not quite gettin it. |
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Apr 17, 2023 18:37:41 GMT -7
BTW, you assume a lot in thinking I'm actually reading any of your tripe.
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Apr 19, 2023 13:13:59 GMT -7
BTW, you assume a lot in thinking I'm actually reading any of your tripe. I would prefer if you weren’t, yet it’s obvious you are… Unfortunately nothing to read but hollow, cliche, shallow catch phrases and edgy garbage designed to impress the 12 year old girls that want to be vampires you recruit into your zombie army. |
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Apr 19, 2023 16:10:44 GMT -7
Unfortunately nothing to read but hollow, cliche, shallow catch phrases and edgy garbage designed to impress the 12 year old girls that want to be vampires you recruit into your zombie army. 12 year olds now? Gods! Do you even think before you place your fat fingers on that greasy keyboard? If you did, you’d know that I have a personal policy against teaching minors. Vampires too? Zombies? You are smoking some weird herbs there… The evidence speaks for itself. Age in years has no bearing on maturity. You are a predator, plain and simple. You prey on the young and the immature. You yourself have told me you will never teach another older than yourself. That is proof enough. You can't handle one mature enough to actually comprehend the complexities of life. So you limit yourself to the intellectual level of 12 year old vampire wanna be females that are easily seduced by your charisma and charms. Prove me wrong! Show me even one example of a mature and functional Witch or Sith that has graduated your mentorship and is now a functional part of their community? Or are they all broken and dysfunctional welps that can't find their assholes with both hands and are the bane of every community as well as wanted by the authorities for incest and molestation? You are a stain of dried cum turned toxic my friend. And the sad part is you can't even see that in yourself. You are meaningless, useless and inconsequential. |
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Apr 19, 2023 16:26:58 GMT -7
I have bled from those ideology everything I can, including things which I tossed due to their overall uselessness. Rapid progress has always been the way I go, until I smash into a wall or in this case, a ceiling. This path helped me explore my emotions, my passions, and taught me other perspectives which changed many of my beliefs. There is nothing left here. My passion has ceased to be fed through Sith ideology. I have said otherwise of course but I always do. I need that certainty to fully immerse myself in any given thing. I create an obsession, feed it with certainty, until I exhaust it and myself. I have always done this, though the difference now is I’m aware of that fact and use this behavior to serve me. Causes are nice to believe in, until they fail the field test. The thing I call as undercurrent… can be called many things and likely has. People label according to belief and bias. For some, magic comes from a thing they call a god. For others, it comes from the same sort of thing, just labeled differently… understood differently. The way I describe a star, isn’t necessarily how you will. Star is a word which labels a thing we’re told floats in a vacuum. Is that what a star is? Eh… floating shiny thing in big inky sky ocean. Maybe… I’m kidding. Guy at work recently explained stars as bubbles which imploded into themselves. Interesting idea… plenty anti government rhetoric to go with that as well. Ah… the odd little anarchists I meet around here… He asked me out… by the way. No was the answer. Life is weird and the people and things I draw to me? Weird as well. Definitely unconventional thinkers. Also, this place really has a lot of fringe thinkers… and flat earth people. I don’t know why. Something in the air or water? Eh… least it’s not boring here. Guess I’m open minded enough, I just am approachable by the fringe. Must be it… Anyways… On to the next road… If I am the one to finally banish the bloody twat rag stain of mortose from this place I accept the honor. That cunt had nothing to contribute and displayed an intellectual prowess of an earth worm. |
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Apr 19, 2023 16:47:05 GMT -7
what's even more self impressive to myself is that this is an unmoderated and wild place. and who ran from the fight? not I! not the mighty Vixen! I do truly rule this place and my sovergn remains supreme.
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Post by VixenV on Apr 21, 2023 13:36:17 GMT -7
what's even more self impressive to myself is that this is an unmoderated and wild place. and who ran from the fight? not I! not the mighty Vixen! I do truly rule this place and my sovergn remains supreme. Except I’ve not run away… I’ve just written an entry, touching on developments. I might choose to continue to journal here. I might not. It’s my call… fickle and boring... you can't tell the truth and no one cares!! lol |
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Post by VixenV on Apr 22, 2023 15:47:44 GMT -7
fickle and boring... you can't tell the truth and no one cares!! lol If you don’t care, stop posting in my journal… whine little girl! whine about how unfair things are. oh am I violating your space? broke your rules? I don't give a fuck. it's only what you have reaped for yourself. you see it's no one's fault that you are an outcast but yours. life is unfair to you because you don't play fair at life. think about that.... but I know you won't because a narcissist such as yourself will never admit their own flaws but instead project them onto others and blame them for your "victimhood". You are a broken toy mortose. stop blaming everyone else for it. |
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Post by VixenV on Apr 22, 2023 21:11:48 GMT -7
whine little girl! whine about how unfair things are. oh am I violating your space? broke your rules? I don't give a fuck. it's only what you have reaped for yourself. you see it's no one's fault that you are an outcast but yours. life is unfair to you because you don't play fair at life. think about that.... but I know you won't because a narcissist such as yourself will never admit their own flaws but instead project them onto others and blame them for your "victimhood". You are a broken toy mortose. stop blaming everyone else for it. Since you claim you don’t read these entries, likely you didn’t read the one talking about weaknesses, failures, and accountability. You also likely didn’t read the entries which highlight the nature of this name and its back story. That’s on you. I have not stated you are being unfair either. Where do you come up with this stuff? Likely from nowhere at all. I’m not a narcissist either, though I am in the same cluster. Ten points if you can actually guess it. I’m not playing victim but if you had read my entries on the topic, you would know this by now. You are looking foolish here… however, prattle on if that’s how you want to spend your time. No one will stop you. You just don't get it do you? I'm not the foolish one... you are. And you are a narcissist. You can't see anything from a point of view other than your own. And you are playing the victim here, pathetically trying to get anyone to recognize your worth by continuing to post in a dead forum that you hope some of the old guard might read and you hope so desperately they might see something in your words and have a revelation that they were wrong and accept you. It's not gonna happen dumbass. Get the fuck over it and get the fuck over yourself. You are nothing here and nothing to anyone in this community. Even people like me that actually gave you a moment you have shit on. Your a troll and a predator of 12 year old girls with vampire fetishes. That's all you will ever be. |
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Post by VixenV on Apr 22, 2023 23:37:27 GMT -7
You just don't get it do you? I'm not the foolish one... you are. And you are a narcissist. You can't see anything from a point of view other than your own. And you are playing the victim here, pathetically trying to get anyone to recognize your worth by continuing to post in a dead forum that you hope some of the old guard might read and you hope so desperately they might see something in your words and have a revelation that they were wrong and accept you. It's not gonna happen dumbass. Get the fuck over it and get the fuck over yourself. You are nothing here and nothing to anyone in this community. Even people like me that actually gave you a moment you have shit on. Your a troll and a predator of 12 year old girls with vampire fetishes. That's all you will ever be. Again with the minors… I’m beginning to wonder if YOU are a pedophile, the way you continue to bring up young girls. It’s creepy! As for why I post here? I see fit to… and I do as I see fit. Your judgement of fitness is flawed. Your desperate to be acknowledged as worthy, that is all you are. It consumes you. And let's be honest here, you may claim the people you recruit are all of age, but everyone knows better. Sure many are 18, 19, 20. But they are still immature girls that desperately want the same acceptance you are seeking by being here. They are broken and weak and prone to lies and promises you give them for power. And they come to you and you twist them even more, wring them out, drain their blood, drink their life force because your control over them is the only thing that makes you feel alive. Then when you are done with them you toss them aside like an empty and crushed pop can. Replace the batteries, cupcake. The chatty Cathy routine is getting fucking monotonous. |
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Post by VixenV on Apr 25, 2023 19:31:18 GMT -7
Your judgement of fitness is flawed. Your desperate to be acknowledged as worthy, that is all you are. It consumes you. And let's be honest here, you may claim the people you recruit are all of age, but everyone knows better. Sure many are 18, 19, 20. But they are still immature girls that desperately want the same acceptance you are seeking by being here. They are broken and weak and prone to lies and promises you give them for power. And they come to you and you twist them even more, wring them out, drain their blood, drink their life force because your control over them is the only thing that makes you feel alive. Then when you are done with them you toss them aside like an empty and crushed pop can. Replace the batteries, cupcake. The chatty Cathy routine is getting fucking monotonous. You really have a weird obsession over talking about young females… It’s creepy and I think I’m done responding to you. You’re just a creepy old man… Ahh the truth comes out at last. You are scared, scared of real conflict, real confrontation... yes real truth. I am a witch, more powerful than you will ever hope to be. Do you know why? Because you live in fear. And so you play in these little ponds full of weak tadpoles that dont know who they are. You get to manipulate their weak minds and pretend you are powerful. But you are not. You are impotent and you are a coward. No wonder you have been thrown from every community around. You are a disease... and infection, and you need to be cleansed. But you can't understand this, no one with NPD ever can. I once called you friend when no others would. Now I just feel sorry for you. You can't seem to get out of your own filthy excrement. |
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Post by VixenV on Apr 29, 2023 19:42:27 GMT -7
what do you speak of? A magic box that heats food and water? It is the devils work!
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on May 3, 2023 17:48:38 GMT -7
Seasons… Winter was cold, isolated, full of shadows. Winter was the time I hunkered down in my cave and survived. It is spring and I am clearing away dead bones, brush, and what failed to grow last summer or grew incorrectly. The soil is to be tilled and seeds are to be planted, watered, and nourished. When fall comes, it is harvest time. Then another winter, though one I will prepare better for. It fascinates me how closely my development follows the seasons. Maybe those witches were on to something. Perhaps I’ll start acknowledging the turns of season. What no more cool edgy shit to say? The very fact that you are just now realizing the importance of the seasons tells me you are a fucking fraud. You're no witch and you have no power. You're a pathetic and weak lewellin puff bunny twat. |
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Post by Jacen on May 4, 2023 3:49:34 GMT -7
Vixen, I think if you truly didn't "give a fuck", to use your words, you wouldn't waste your time attacking Scorn at every opportunity.
You're free to express your anger, but I would recommend some sort of productive outlet for it, rather than bashing Scorn. She clearly is happier than you are in expressing her thoughts, and I'd say she braver than you as she shares her private thoughts publicly. Meanwhile, you need to find something better to do with your time.
"The Force shall free me."
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Post by casual observer on May 7, 2023 13:11:42 GMT -7
fickle and boring... you can't tell the truth and no one cares!! lol If you don’t care, stop posting in my journal… Why do you disrespect others wishes and violate their consent yet complain when someone breaks your rules that you have set. Sounds a little hypocritical. |
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on May 8, 2023 15:34:50 GMT -7
Why do you disrespect others wishes and violate their consent yet complain when someone breaks your rules that you have set. Sounds a little hypocritical. I’ve not violated anyone’s consent. What are you even going on about? Everyone who engages with me is free to stop and leave at any time. What do you think you red x is for? I’m not holding anyone hostage. You are confused, Kurai was speaking to me. She can't get enough of us in her life it seems and keeps coming back for a bit more attention. Do not engage her, feel sorry for her. She believes herself superior when she actually still needs to grow from the Baby Sith she is... currently only capable of temper tantrums and rage quits and drive byes. We all await her transformation to adulthood. |
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Post by VixenV on May 9, 2023 11:47:24 GMT -7
You are confused, Kurai was speaking to me. She can't get enough of us in her life it seems and keeps coming back for a bit more attention. Do not engage her, feel sorry for her. She believes herself superior when she actually still needs to grow from the Baby Sith she is... currently only capable of temper tantrums and rage quits and drive byes. We all await her transformation to adulthood. Oh! I thought she left here for good? I was too harsh before. She is an adult... an adult that manifests all the symptoms of Boarderline personality disorder. |
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Post by VixenV on May 10, 2023 15:21:09 GMT -7
I was too harsh before. She is an adult... an adult that manifests all the symptoms of Boarderline personality disorder.
Can they help how she is then?
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Post by VixenV on May 11, 2023 21:12:11 GMT -7
I can finally say this… I’ve fully overcome gender dysphoria. Since I was 5, I hated wearing anything remotely feminine. This got worse, until it resulted in full cross dressing and debilitating dysphoria. Less than a week ago, marks the day I wore a dress for this first time since I was 5. Today, marks the first day I’m fully comfortable in dresses and skirts. In fact, I love them. They are way more comfortable than pants and leggings. The next milestone involves removing the final traces of my gender troubles. Specially, my heavy negative judgment of trans folks, resulting from my own bias on the matter. Not every trans person is like me. They can’t all “get over it” as I have. Nor am I “better” because I indeed HAVE “gotten over it”. I recognize that every case of dysphoria is individual. This being said, it’s time to release all the anger on this topic and move forward to the next milestone. let me ask, how do you just "get over" Gender Dysphoria? |
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