VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Sept 23, 2023 21:22:01 GMT -7
I am the life of this place.
I am the spirit of Sith, waiting to be reborn
I dont need defeated.
A challenge had been presented...
I accept. defeat what tasks you
Tame me, and in turn you tame yourself.
But to be tame is defeat in itself.
Domesticated squalor... Disgust
Simpering mouths begging to be fed by a master.
I am the master
I am the Sith
I am the individual! I bend knee to no one
Learn from me and finally shed your hypocracy.
Don't you see that??
If not, I weep for you, those that pretend and call yourself sith
For the rare few, that do not prostrate themself, the paradox will be completed
Being Sith is about the individual
complete your cycle or fall dead before me.
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Post by VixenV on Oct 1, 2023 17:13:55 GMT -7
I find it hilarious when people try to shame me by accusing me of abuses I have never done or revealing information I already well know. I am Sith, I embrace who I am, every fiber, every aspect.
Call me a bully or a beater or a rapist or a murderer... If I am those things i already know that and accept that about myself. It is my true will that will not be denied. If I am of the dark the dark is of me and I find neither joy nor shame in that. It's just the way it is.
I compete with no one but myself. The challenge comes from within not from without through fools. If I am Villain in the eyes of some then I'm glad you have found challenge to break that limiting chain and in reward see me for who I truly am, Individual, capable of a myriad of unbounded acts. Some you will see as these acts as "good" and some you will see as "bad". This is a result of your limited and dogmatic clinging to some standard of morality.
I have shed this decades ago and now I simply laugh at the hypocracy of other so called self proclaimed sith... at the "dark" jedi pretending to be so scary, What a joke they are to me.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 14:05:35 GMT -7
I find it hilarious when people try to shame me by accusing me of abuses I have never done or revealing information I already well know. I am Sith, I embrace who I am, every fiber, every aspect. Call me a bully or a beater or a rapist or a murderer... If I am those things i already know that and accept that about myself. It is my true will that will not be denied. If I am of the dark the dark is of me and I find neither joy nor shame in that. It's just the way it is. I compete with no one but myself. The challenge comes from within not from without through fools. If I am Villain in the eyes of some then I'm glad you have found challenge to break that limiting chain and in reward see me for who I truly am, Individual, capable of a myriad of unbounded acts. Some you will see as these acts as "good" and some you will see as "bad". This is a result of your limited and dogmatic clinging to some standard of morality. I have shed this decades ago and now I simply laugh at the hypocracy of other so called self proclaimed sith... at the "dark" jedi pretending to be so scary, What a joke they are to me. Thankfully after months of investigation Audra clarified which was great for me. I redact what I said bout the women beater etc. However after all that I've seen /experienced from you I was a bit concerned plus thought you were capable of that especially after the whole revenge porn thing burl. you do beat people into submission mentally, emotionally and or at least you try too. you have admitted to trying to intimidate me to cause fear to get me off your back when you very clearly tried to do revenge porn. In addition I have experienced your cyberbullying and you have been in my opinion a menace to this place. Granted menaces have their uses, while I no longer call you a rapist I will hold onto bully or menace. You threatening me with revenge porn is still pretty criminal and if I caught you doing one picture you'd be a sex offender/felon. Even saying what you said in my opinion is enough yet the laws aren't like that but if they were like that would put you at risk for being held accountable. You also make up shit and lie bout people just like those women did to you. you aren't exactly the victim here and nor are you innocent in my opinion yet neither am I. The only person who has tried to act all scary is you, anywho look I think you became like all the other women who abused you. While I don't think it's right maybe the time away from all women will help you actually heal. You don't get to be excuses for your actions and are still held responsible. While I will never forgive you and hate you always I put that aside to say what I said because in a way there's an error on my part....but your still an ass. You take things way too far. Some part of me hoped I'd catch you sharing nudes of me yet oh well life moves on. revenge porn isn't good and even saying that isn't good but you can think of it as good while I think of it as bad. All you do is make excuses, play pity party the whole oh but this happened to me, and honestly I still hope it all catches up to you. People I think who give you benefit of doubt will learn that it was such a waste or they will continue to make excuses for you thus enabling you. Walking away was the best choice I made and at least Luci and I have something in common, we both left justifiably so. So I guess your comment bout me being similar to luci does have it's merit. Anywho I trusted you, made choices, you made choices, we all did shit. Life goes on, either learn to stop doing the same shit or continue the cycle. That to me is what makes one a true sith which to be honest I don't think you will ever be because after all these years you've failed to learn. |
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Post by VixenV on Oct 4, 2023 20:52:57 GMT -7
I have not failed to learn. I have learned that being vulnerable only results in punishment. I trusted you, I gave my spiritual growth to you, yet another female, because you promised me you were strong enough to be there. Then you seduced me, which was a betrayal of that trust, and when I had a moment of weakness as a result, you abandoned me... Just like the rest.
You are not a mentor, you are not a stable confidant. You are a little girl, manipulative, immature, scared and insecure. You promised deep partnership, but all you delivered was shallow betrayal when your ego became threatened.
I see this now, I see you now. I have grown exponentially. I have grown far beyond anything you can currently imagine. You are young, you are hurt, you are damaged. So am I. I believed we could maybe heal each other, but you were not capable, not at that place. You were the last one.... the last one to finally show me the way forward. I'm sorry that I have to leave you behind. I truly cared for you... still care for you. but I know you can't be in my life.
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Post by VixenV on Oct 4, 2023 21:34:29 GMT -7
Kurai... You have no concept of the depth of the hate I am capable of. Or perhaps you are, I don't know and I don't care. I have been mortally wounded. but as a Sith I will not die without also trying to cut the throat of any that come near me....
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 7:24:28 GMT -7
Kurai... You have no concept of the depth of the hate I am capable of. Or perhaps you are, I don't know and I don't care. I have been mortally wounded. but as a Sith I will not die without also trying to cut the throat of any that come near me.... More like mortally wounded by your own hands and your own choices. I don't feel wounded by my own lack of clarification yet glad I got it. I'm unafraid to admit my mistakes. Now that I know you are also separating from your other roommate cause your own sister sees your own behavior I am satisfied. It means that your words that you're a nice person in real life is fake too and that your not a nice person. I'm glad we had a chat because she's also tried to help you too hasn't she. There's a cycle called wounded people say hurt things to wound others. Show me your not just a mindless animal and that you can break that cycle in your life....or don't. Just keep wounding yourself, I consider myself to be unwound able anymore. I didn't even bring your sister up and wasn't planning onto until YOU did. Since you wish to bring that up in conflict it's now a focal point, you again keep doing shit that wounds you. So by all means please do so again, it's funny watching a beast run into the wall over n over. *takes out red flag and smiles at crowd before turning back to the bull* Toro Toro you crazy unicorn. *bares throat* it's right here. Come get it boiii. toro toro |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 7:26:32 GMT -7
Kurai... You have no concept of the depth of the hate I am capable of. Or perhaps you are, I don't know and I don't care. I have been mortally wounded. but as a Sith I will not die without also trying to cut the throat of any that come near me.... More like mortally wounded by your own hands and your own choices. I don't feel wounded by my own lack of clarification yet glad I got it. I'm unafraid to admit my mistakes. Now that I know you are also separating from your other roommate cause your own sister sees your own behavior I am satisfied. My work is done as it means we online people have managed to get through to others in your closest ring to hold you accountable in person. I'm glad we had a chat because she's also tried to help you too hasn't she. There's a cycle called wounded people say hurt things to wound others. Show me your not just a mindless animal and that you can break that cycle in your life....or don't. Just keep wounding yourself, I consider myself to be unwound able anymore. I didn't even bring your sister up and wasn't planning onto until you did. Since you wish to bring that up in conflict it's now a focal point, you again keep doing shit that wounds you. So by all means please do so again, it's funny watching a beast run into the wall over n over. *takes out red flag and smiles at crowd before turning back to the bull* Toro Toro you crazy unicorn. *bares throat* it's right here. Come get it boiii. toro toro You take people leaving as betrayal. You'll continue to project Mendocino's abuse onto me, I get it but I'm not a part of that nor do I have to be. Keep up with the whole thing about complaining how I supposedly stole $600 for a school I'm going to in a few months. Keep up the slander....while I don't have a dog for you to nab my reputation is out there for further attempts. |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 7:29:30 GMT -7
More like mortally wounded by your own hands and your own choices. I don't feel wounded by my own lack of clarification yet glad I got it. I'm unafraid to admit my mistakes. Now that I know you are also separating from your other roommate cause your own sister sees your own behavior I am satisfied. My work is done as it means we online people have managed to get through to others in your closest ring to hold you accountable in person. I'm glad we had a chat because she's also tried to help you too hasn't she. There's a cycle called wounded people say hurt things to wound others. Show me your not just a mindless animal and that you can break that cycle in your life....or don't. Just keep wounding yourself, I consider myself to be unwound able anymore. I didn't even bring your sister up and wasn't planning onto until you did. Since you wish to bring that up in conflict it's now a focal point, you again keep doing shit that wounds you. So by all means please do so again, it's funny watching a beast run into the wall over n over. *takes out red flag and smiles at crowd before turning back to the bull* Toro Toro you crazy unicorn. *bares throat* it's right here. Come get it boiii. toro toro You take people leaving as betrayal. You'll continue to project Mendocino's abuse onto me, I get it but I'm not a part of that nor do I have to be. Keep up with the whole thing about complaining how I supposedly stole $600 for a school I'm going to in a few months. Keep up the slander....while I don't have a dog for you to nab my reputation is out there for further attempts. Also that dream of you kidnapping me and shooting me in the knee while laughing....shows you'd actually travel over here to cut me. Wow okay yep, all I'm going to say is that threatening me like that is not okay and I'd advise against even crossing that border. I will defend myself just a heads up but hope it doesn't come to that. I don't want to cut anyone physically and suggest you avoid trying to physically cut me bud. |
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Post by VixenV on Oct 5, 2023 18:09:19 GMT -7
You take people leaving as betrayal. You'll continue to project Mendocino's abuse onto me, I get it but I'm not a part of that nor do I have to be. Keep up with the whole thing about complaining how I supposedly stole $600 for a school I'm going to in a few months. Keep up the slander....while I don't have a dog for you to nab my reputation is out there for further attempts. Also that dream of you kidnapping me and shooting me in the knee while laughing....shows you'd actually travel over here to cut me. Wow okay yep, all I'm going to say is that threatening me like that is not okay and I'd advise against even crossing that border. I will defend myself just a heads up but hope it doesn't come to that. I don't want to cut anyone physically and suggest you avoid trying to physically cut me bud. lol Your dreams of insecurity are your own, not mine. They are your fears and insecurity and your own subconscious punishing you for crimes you have committed that you will not admit to consciously. Examine yourself my dear, you are the guilty one, not I. My only fault is too much empathy and too much trust as a result. Trust means vulnerability, you took advantage of that. Pretended you cared, then manipulated money out of me and took it for your own benefit. Do I believe your going to your horse school? Not for a second. Your a liar! |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 18:51:55 GMT -7
Also that dream of you kidnapping me and shooting me in the knee while laughing....shows you'd actually travel over here to cut me. Wow okay yep, all I'm going to say is that threatening me like that is not okay and I'd advise against even crossing that border. I will defend myself just a heads up but hope it doesn't come to that. I don't want to cut anyone physically and suggest you avoid trying to physically cut me bud. lol Your dreams of insecurity are your own, not mine. They are your fears and insecurity and your own subconscious punishing you for crimes you have committed that you will not admit to consciously. Examine yourself my dear, you are the guilty one, not I. My only fault is too much empathy and too much trust as a result. Trust means vulnerability, you took advantage of that. Pretended you cared, then manipulated money out of me and took it for your own benefit. Do I believe your going to your horse school? Not for a second. Your a liar! I get that Mendocino did what she did to cost you more money, however I can happily verify my term enrollment by a screenshot where the owner who runs this thing says see me in January 2024. I asked because I needed help and my parents couldn't help me. As I said I have to do everything myself and I thought asking for help would be great yet oh well life happens. I don't really care bout what you believe or don't, your mind is too fucked up and broken by everyone. Take me to court burl or dont, i'm still waiting. |
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Post by VixenV on Oct 5, 2023 19:00:30 GMT -7
lol Your dreams of insecurity are your own, not mine. They are your fears and insecurity and your own subconscious punishing you for crimes you have committed that you will not admit to consciously. Examine yourself my dear, you are the guilty one, not I. My only fault is too much empathy and too much trust as a result. Trust means vulnerability, you took advantage of that. Pretended you cared, then manipulated money out of me and took it for your own benefit. Do I believe your going to your horse school? Not for a second. Your a liar! I get that Mendocino did what she did to cost you more money, however I can happily verify my term enrollment by a screenshot where the owner who runs this thing says see me in January 2024. ahh same screen I saw last year right... lmao easy to fake you fucking liar. the proof is evident. You were supposed to start last year as well. Plus I have pulled MY support as part of the agreement was you promised to pay me back based on YOUR breach of contract. That contract being certain benefits provided by you. I have received NO Saber training or advanced access to your music. so YOU are the liar here... pathetic skank. And you expect to become famous!!?? Lmfao, you don't have the depth of character or the talent to pull that off.. |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 19:07:47 GMT -7
I get that Mendocino did what she did to cost you more money, however I can happily verify my term enrollment by a screenshot where the owner who runs this thing says see me in January 2024. ahh same screen I saw last year right... lmao easy to fake you fucking liar. the proof is evident. You were supposed to start last year as well. Plus I have pulled MY support as part of the agreement was you promised to pay me back based on YOUR breach of contract. That contract being certain benefits provided by you. I have received NO Saber training or advanced access to your music. so YOU are the liar here... pathetic skank. And you expect to become famous!!?? Lmfao, you don't have the depth of character or the talent to pull that off.. I told you it was a donation based campaign thing, I clearly made that statement. You walked away from those benefits and I offered to refund you, you refused so no. I'm not going to give it back and there was no contracts....your such a liar burl |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 19:09:10 GMT -7
ahh same screen I saw last year right... lmao easy to fake you fucking liar. the proof is evident. You were supposed to start last year as well. Plus I have pulled MY support as part of the agreement was you promised to pay me back based on YOUR breach of contract. That contract being certain benefits provided by you. I have received NO Saber training or advanced access to your music. so YOU are the liar here... pathetic skank. And you expect to become famous!!?? Lmfao, you don't have the depth of character or the talent to pull that off.. I told you it was a donation based campaign thing, I clearly made that statement. You walked away from those benefits and I offered to refund you, you refused so no. I'm not going to give it back and there was no contracts....your such a liar burl Your just jealous I'm going places in my life, goodnight. Was fun to play around again tiny beasty....but Loki on Disney plus calls. later. *Shoves carrot up unicorns nose and skips away* |
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Post by VixenV on Oct 5, 2023 19:09:58 GMT -7
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 19:31:49 GMT -7
Honestly that was just me being nice but then decided I don't need to be nice to an ass who's spread lies and is just complete moron. |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 19:36:26 GMT -7
you just wanted to cyberbully me into doing that and then try to use that angle but when they read everything/see the evidence/any sane judge would side with me. Draconis and I both agree to shut up and stop licking your wounds. stop complaining and being a bitch about it all.
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Post by VixenV on Oct 5, 2023 19:38:23 GMT -7
Honestly that was just me being nice but then decided I don't need to be nice to an ass who's spread lies and is just complete moron. Ohhh I see... so you admit you are a fucking liar and a cunt. I'm glad to bring your shame to this community. No one will even knight a liar like you. You are irrelevant here. Just a fucking oddity of delusion and fake promise. No one will ever train you, no one will ever acknowledge you as a knight of the sith... let alone a lordess! you are meaningless and you offer nothing except to little children that you can seduce into your disgusting and corrupt lair. |
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Post by VixenV on Oct 5, 2023 20:56:22 GMT -7
I am the catalyst! I am the life of this place!
If it were not for me this place would die!
I am the guardian to the gateway of greatness! I have relegated myself to this great task to protect the integrity of the Sith ideal!!!
Kurai is corrupt, she will never pass my sacred gates. The children that also come here and pretend they are knights and lords and flop between jedi and Sith like dying fish on the bank will never pass my gates!
The Sith are elite! They are bonified! They are certified! They are sacred! I am the Redfield of the Sith, all disgust me that are unworthy of the masters.
And they will all get the sword. be warned now and tresspass at your own peril!
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 21:02:23 GMT -7
I am the catalyst! I am the life of this place! If it were not for me this place would die! I am the guardian to the gateway of greatness! I have relegated myself to this great task to protect the integrity of the Sith ideal!!! Kurai is corrupt, she will never pass my sacred gates. The children that also come here and pretend they are knights and lords and flop between jedi and Sith like dying fish on the bank will never pass my gates! The Sith are elite! They are bonified! They are certified! They are sacred! I am the Redfield of the Sith, all disgust me that are unworthy of the masters. And they will all get the sword. be warned now and tresspass at your own peril! oof wow....^^ don't forget to ask Draconis for admin powers or Mod powers oh guardian. *giggles* |
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Post by VixenV on Oct 5, 2023 21:07:44 GMT -7
I am the catalyst! I am the life of this place! If it were not for me this place would die! I am the guardian to the gateway of greatness! I have relegated myself to this great task to protect the integrity of the Sith ideal!!! Kurai is corrupt, she will never pass my sacred gates. The children that also come here and pretend they are knights and lords and flop between jedi and Sith like dying fish on the bank will never pass my gates! The Sith are elite! They are bonified! They are certified! They are sacred! I am the Redfield of the Sith, all disgust me that are unworthy of the masters. And they will all get the sword. be warned now and tresspass at your own peril! oof wow....^^ don't forget to ask Draconis for admin powers or Mod powers oh guardian. *giggles* I don't need titles. The mission is divine. None can grant such things other than the gods of Passion. |
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