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Post by Jacen on Dec 3, 2023 8:54:15 GMT -7
You know what? I've come to a conclusion. Fuck you, Vixen. Fuck you and your whole family and every friend you've ever had, who must have fucked you up enough to turn you into a miserable old twat.
I know it isn't me you hate. It's yourself. That's why you try to bring other people down with you, so that you can feel big. Well, guess what? I'm onto you. Congratulations, though, because you managed to bring me down to your level.
I'm done turning the other cheek, trying to be the good guy, the wise person, or whatever you accuse me of being or not being. I don't need you. I don't need your opinion, and no one else gives a shit about your personal issues that force you to try and ruin everyone else's opinion of themselves. Look around you, Vixen. No one likes you. Maybe you don't care. Maybe you just need this place to vent and project your aggression on others so that they get angry. Well you succeeded. You finally pissed me off.
Go fuck yourself, Vixen. Have a lovely ass day. Not that I care. Not that anyone cares.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 3, 2023 10:38:46 GMT -7
Well, you see, that's where you are ignorant on this matter. You don't know what I've done for the community, you don't know how much work I HAVE put in for being worthy of training others. I could say essentially that you missed the show. Everything that went on in the 90's and early 2000's. You didn't see the work I put in. I redesigned a large number of Jedi websites, I took on dozen's of students. I put in the work. Just because you didn't see it, doesn't mean it didn't happen. It's good to see Opie hasn't given up. When he said he was leaving the community, I didn't know he was moving onto YouTube. There is ignorance yet knowledge, there's a lot that I've missed and I admit that. While I wish I was here years ago to see more i wasn't so yeah I can agree that I lack some context n aint afraid to admit it. It must've been way cooler back then. Yeah I've listened to a few of opies videos and they are interesting. I don't have anything else to say on this matter not like it matters but hope you enjoy the rest of your year. Happy holidays if you celebrate them.
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Post by VixenV on Dec 4, 2023 15:38:07 GMT -7
You know what? I've come to a conclusion. Fuck you, Vixen. Fuck you and your whole family and every friend you've ever had, who must have fucked you up enough to turn you into a miserable old twat. I know it isn't me you hate. It's yourself. That's why you try to bring other people down with you, so that you can feel big. Well, guess what? I'm onto you. Congratulations, though, because you managed to bring me down to your level. I'm done turning the other cheek, trying to be the good guy, the wise person, or whatever you accuse me of being or not being. I don't need you. I don't need your opinion, and no one else gives a shit about your personal issues that force you to try and ruin everyone else's opinion of themselves. Look around you, Vixen. No one likes you. Maybe you don't care. Maybe you just need this place to vent and project your aggression on others so that they get angry. Well you succeeded. You finally pissed me off. Go fuck yourself, Vixen. Have a lovely ass day. Not that I care. Not that anyone cares.
You are angry with me because I speak the truth. Search your feelings, you know this to be true.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 4, 2023 20:37:08 GMT -7
You know what? I've come to a conclusion. Fuck you, Vixen. Fuck you and your whole family and every friend you've ever had, who must have fucked you up enough to turn you into a miserable old twat. I know it isn't me you hate. It's yourself. That's why you try to bring other people down with you, so that you can feel big. Well, guess what? I'm onto you. Congratulations, though, because you managed to bring me down to your level. I'm done turning the other cheek, trying to be the good guy, the wise person, or whatever you accuse me of being or not being. I don't need you. I don't need your opinion, and no one else gives a shit about your personal issues that force you to try and ruin everyone else's opinion of themselves. Look around you, Vixen. No one likes you. Maybe you don't care. Maybe you just need this place to vent and project your aggression on others so that they get angry. Well you succeeded. You finally pissed me off. Go fuck yourself, Vixen. Have a lovely ass day. Not that I care. Not that anyone cares.
You are angry with me because I speak the truth. Search your feelings, you know this to be true.
Lay off gaslighting him and focus on me. This is between you and me. Leave him out of this.
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Post by VixenV on Dec 5, 2023 17:10:16 GMT -7
You are angry with me because I speak the truth. Search your feelings, you know this to be true.
Lay off gaslighting him and focus on me. This is between you and me. Leave him out of this. He said fuck you "vixen". Not fuck you kurai you fucking narcissist. Try and stop making everything about you.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 5, 2023 23:25:47 GMT -7
Coming at me is fine but going at him is just ridiculous. He doesn't deserve to be gaslight and honestly I admire his attempt to turn the other cheek if that's what he really means. I refuse to turn the other but the manipulative shit you pull is really low and even though I'm not all buddy buddy with streen anymore I think you need to lay off of him.
What your doing is just unnecessary, cruel, and it seems a few of us just can't with it or can't get behind it. You expect people to live with you then whine when people leave you. Way to yet again burn another fucking bridge and attack everyone else around you.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 5, 2023 23:40:29 GMT -7
Coming at me is fine but going at him is just ridiculous. He doesn't deserve to be gaslight and honestly I admire his attempt to turn the other cheek if that's what he really means. I refuse to turn the other but the manipulative shit you pull is really low and even though I'm not all buddy buddy with streen anymore I think you need to lay off of him. What your doing is just unnecessary, cruel, and it seems a few of us just can't with it or can't get behind it. You expect people to live with you then whine when people leave you. Way to yet again burn another fucking bridge and attack everyone else around you. As much as I disagree with Draconis on a few things I acknowledge I can't do jack shit bout it. Same with streen, like I disagree with him but appreciate some things. the thing is we are human and have our flaws. I have my own opinions but also acknowledge those are mine alone. They have value to me but may not have value to others which is fine. I don't feel much in the Respect department and diplomatically speaking I lost respect for Streen but my opinions shouldn't affect him in any way. I do however find myself nodding in appreciation for him speaking authentically unless this is more riddles or lies...can't tell anymore not in a mood to read into it much. Just a kudos to him and for you to lay off of him. I don't like when you're hurtful to him or me or anyone and anger people. As a Lady I can see why someone like you has their uses before being discarded, for example the politicking slandering games you play symbolize the old guard mentality. My whole life I felt I had to do these politicking games and most Sith I see play them. I spent time trying, learning, failing, and exploring. I contemplated if it was a waste of time and think so but also learned from it. I compromised myself so much that I hate myself for it. I took responsibility for shit I never needed too and I'm still having trouble reconciling that with myself. When someone like you is in this field it helps us either stoop to your level or ignore you. It helps us overcome you and either waste time engaging n getting angry or maybe feeling things but not fighting. There is no one to challenge you not cause you caused em away but because it aint worth it. There's a difference in having merit-able things to challenge or just being a downright stink that no one wants to touch. It's Draconis server and the fact that he can't be turned against me or another teaches me to step away from thinking of defenses from politicking bullshit. Even you cannot force his hand even if you whine to the board....you have no power. I admire what I have learned and had the time figuring out here. I feel better here since I don't have to worry bout half the shit I had to worry about at the old OOTS. I am of merit. This ends todays woofer musings that arose from conflict.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2023 7:46:38 GMT -7
Coming at me is fine but going at him is just ridiculous. He doesn't deserve to be gaslight and honestly I admire his attempt to turn the other cheek if that's what he really means. I refuse to turn the other but the manipulative shit you pull is really low and even though I'm not all buddy buddy with streen anymore I think you need to lay off of him. What your doing is just unnecessary, cruel, and it seems a few of us just can't with it or can't get behind it. You expect people to live with you then whine when people leave you. Way to yet again burn another fucking bridge and attack everyone else around you. As much as I disagree with Draconis on a few things I acknowledge I can't do jack shit bout it. Same with streen, like I disagree with him but appreciate some things. the thing is we are human and have our flaws. I have my own opinions but also acknowledge those are mine alone. They have value to me but may not have value to others which is fine. I don't feel much in the Respect department and diplomatically speaking I lost respect for Streen but my opinions shouldn't affect him in any way. I do however find myself nodding in appreciation for him speaking authentically unless this is more riddles or lies...can't tell anymore not in a mood to read into it much. Just a kudos to him and for you to lay off of him. I don't like when you're hurtful to him or me or anyone and anger people. As a Lady I can see why someone like you has their uses before being discarded, for example the politicking slandering games you play symbolize the old guard mentality. My whole life I felt I had to do these politicking games and most Sith I see play them. I spent time trying, learning, failing, and exploring. I contemplated if it was a waste of time and think so but also learned from it. I compromised myself so much that I hate myself for it. I took responsibility for shit I never needed too and I'm still having trouble reconciling that with myself. When someone like you is in this field it helps us either stoop to your level or ignore you. It helps us overcome you and either waste time engaging n getting angry or maybe feeling things but not fighting. There is no one to challenge you not cause you caused em away but because it aint worth it. There's a difference in having merit-able things to challenge or just being a downright stink that no one wants to touch. It's Draconis server and the fact that he can't be turned against me or another teaches me to step away from thinking of defenses from politicking bullshit. Even you cannot force his hand even if you whine to the board....you have no power. I admire what I have learned and had the time figuring out here. I feel better here since I don't have to worry bout half the shit I had to worry about at the old OOTS. I am of merit. This ends todays woofer musings that arose from conflict. For this reason , my former master also known as darth Iycurgus has left this site. Even if I'm a Jedi, it's worth arguing and talking to Sith like him.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2023 10:40:24 GMT -7
"For this reason , my former master also known as darth Iycurgus has left this site. Even if I'm a Jedi, it's worth arguing and talking to Sith like him." Quinn
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Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2023 10:43:02 GMT -7
"For this reason , my former master also known as darth Iycurgus has left this site. Even if I'm a Jedi, it's worth arguing and talking to Sith like him." Quinn *nod* Sooo I'm training under another Jedi again and my Jedi name was/is Arasoka. Your not alone in having two names but for publics sake I go by one name only. Arasoka was inspired by my quest for balance and Ashoka Tano who's my favorite of all times.
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Post by VixenV on Dec 6, 2023 13:48:58 GMT -7
"For this reason , my former master also known as darth Iycurgus has left this site. Even if I'm a Jedi, it's worth arguing and talking to Sith like him." Quinn *nod* Sooo I'm training under another Jedi again and my Jedi name was/is Arasoka. Your not alone in having two names but for publics sake I go by one name only. Arasoka was inspired by my quest for balance and Ashoka Tano who's my favorite of all times. Still not an original thought in your head. can't even come up with a name that is not stolen from something else.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2023 15:38:15 GMT -7
Sooo I'm training under another Jedi again and my Jedi name was/is Arasoka. Your not alone in having two names but for publics sake I go by one name only. Arasoka was inspired by my quest for balance and Ashoka Tano who's my favorite of all times. Still not an original thought in your head. can't even come up with a name that is not stolen from something else. O.o? Someone else had the name Arasoka? Who else in the community has that name? Uwu ^^gret minds think alike I guess. yet quinlan the thing with two names is from marketing standpoint it too confusing. So I go by Lady Kurai=Dark Shadow. It aint changing and I made my own system. A unique one of a kind program.
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Post by VixenV on Dec 6, 2023 22:54:07 GMT -7
Still not an original thought in your head. can't even come up with a name that is not stolen from something else. O.o? Someone else had the name Arasoka? Who else in the community has that name? Uwu ^^gret minds think alike I guess. yet quinlan the thing with two names is from marketing standpoint it too confusing. So I go by Lady Kurai=Dark Shadow. It aint changing and I made my own system. A unique one of a kind program. One great mind and a thief. You are the thief... and a liar. A system that takes a week to go through, stolen from a self help book and other Sith posts. not original at all.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 7, 2023 2:36:14 GMT -7
O.o? Someone else had the name Arasoka? Who else in the community has that name? Uwu ^^gret minds think alike I guess. yet quinlan the thing with two names is from marketing standpoint it too confusing. So I go by Lady Kurai=Dark Shadow. It aint changing and I made my own system. A unique one of a kind program. One great mind and a thief. You are the thief... and a liar. A system that takes a week to go through, stolen from a self help book and other Sith posts. not original at all. And here I was thinking it was going to be something actually worth the read....why am I not surprised ^^not my problem you cannot follow instructions. Each lesson takes a minimum of 3 or 4 maybe even 5 months to complete because knowing vs. applying are two different things. They are adjusted by each student but meh you didn't get very far....but I'm not surprised.
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Post by VixenV on Dec 7, 2023 11:13:38 GMT -7
lol thats what you think. Each "stolen" lesson does not take that long. You just want people to think it takes that long to inflate your bloated ego. In between your stupid lessons I was doing real work under other Sith. I got more from those lessons than anything you ever taught. Yours are so much fluff and smoke and mirrors.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 7, 2023 13:42:35 GMT -7
lol thats what you think. Each "stolen" lesson does not take that long. You just want people to think it takes that long to inflate your bloated ego. In between your stupid lessons I was doing real work under other Sith. I got more from those lessons than anything you ever taught. Yours are so much fluff and smoke and mirrors. It's taken you a few years to learn a few things and you haven't even fully learned them or applied them to daily life. I move on my apprentices when they are ready and can show me consistent growth. There is a reason as to why meditation challenges take more then 30 days or why it takes a certain amount of time to rewire neurons. Granted it's also on an individual base but you have shown the same shit that pushed away each Mentor in past and I have not seen any growth. My stuff involves doing the inner work on top of the outer work since they are connected. You had a lot of self imposed disempowering narratives and were also beating down others. I thought a bully could be rehabilitated but turns out they can't you failed to break your chains. Doing the work in your life isn't enough, doing the work on the inside matters too from my personal opinion. Getting therapy is helpful and influences health. Doing the work means longer life and further performance. A lot of others like it but even then what matters more is that I made an epic sith program program inspired by my time in self help, student of life , and other aspects. I put them in my own words. I have spent time learning a lot and bringing more to the table so that I can learn while being a mentor at times. I just got asked to help a women retreat weekend next year and pulling from my wolf den of pure knowledge. side note.....I find it amusing that when I stop being open to that it comes around or when I'm not looking it finds me. *shrug* meh. I am turning this program into a book and going to sell it. I've showed it to others and they've loved it. *shrug* your opinion is moot when it comes to that.
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Post by VixenV on Dec 7, 2023 16:54:43 GMT -7
You can't sell it. Half of it is plagiarized from other users at FA. You didn't think I read through it all did you, dumbass.
If the student fails, don't blame the student. It is the teacher that has failed. You are a failure, never having successfully followed through or completed anything in your life. How's that gestalt Program going? oh that's right you failed to follow through with that too. no big surprise, I'm sure that as a narcissist you found a reason to blame someone else for your failure though, right.
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Post by VixenV on Dec 7, 2023 23:03:58 GMT -7
BTW fuck you and Fuck that pansy Streen for not showing back up here. Losers all....
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Post by Deleted on Dec 7, 2023 23:14:32 GMT -7
For this reason , my former master also known as darth Iycurgus has left this site. Even if I'm a Jedi, it's worth arguing and talking to Sith like him."-quinlan
I used to think why bother interacting but then after some introspection of myself I noticed at least for me I engage when I wish to make my points. That's what conflict does....create space for two disagreeing individuals to share their viewpoints. So meh. While some could call it child like and be fed up with it, aeitus or anyone from my understanding was never impressed with me. I am fine with that and honestly from a young age I learned to be okay with being disliked even if it hurts at times.
I think it's a strength and outside this community in plenty of other communities/personal life I'm loved on a big level. Point is conflict isn't avoided here and like one holds their head up and shared their point when it's beneficial for them. At least here we can do it freely ^^
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Post by Deleted on Dec 7, 2023 23:17:20 GMT -7
For this reason , my former master also known as darth Iycurgus has left this site. Even if I'm a Jedi, it's worth arguing and talking to Sith like him."-quinlan I used to think why bother interacting but then after some introspection of myself I noticed at least for me I engage when I wish to make my points. That's what conflict does....create space for two disagreeing individuals to share their viewpoints. So meh. While some could call it child like and be fed up with it, aeitus or anyone from my understanding was never impressed with me. I am fine with that and honestly from a young age I learned to be okay with being disliked even if it hurts at times. I think it's a strength and outside this community in plenty of other communities/personal life I'm loved on a big level. Point is conflict isn't avoided here and like one holds their head up and shared their point when it's beneficial for them. At least here we can do it freely ^^ people will view conflict how it is but I don't feel bothered by it anymore or fear how others will perceive it. At least we can engage freely here compared to the old oots. Anywho later tater.
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