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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2024 22:16:13 GMT -7
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Post by Deleted on Apr 14, 2024 10:09:45 GMT -7
Every trigger, every opportunity is a learning one. If something upsets you, then it's worth learning from. #Toughening #Expectations #NonAttachment #Sith #DarkJedi #LifeLessons
Some notes from a jedi discussion group....add more later. "You will experience pain and trauma." Master Tao
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Post by Deleted on Apr 14, 2024 13:58:29 GMT -7
Every trigger, every opportunity is a learning one. If something upsets you, then it's worth learning from. #Toughening #Expectations #NonAttachment #Sith #DarkJedi #LifeLessons Some notes from a jedi discussion group....add more later. "You will experience pain and trauma." Master Tao Tolerance. Acceptance. Patience. I can accept unconditionally but not accept everything due to my parameters. I only wish to push those boundaries to a certain extent and am patient but even patience has its limit. -Apprentice Arashoka/Lady Kurai
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Post by Sith Lady Kurai on Apr 14, 2024 15:34:38 GMT -7
Every trigger, every opportunity is a learning one. If something upsets you, then it's worth learning from. #Toughening #Expectations #NonAttachment #Sith #DarkJedi #LifeLessons Some notes from a jedi discussion group....add more later. "You will experience pain and trauma." Master Tao Tolerance. Acceptance. Patience. I can accept unconditionally but not accept everything due to my parameters. I only wish to push those boundaries to a certain extent and am patient but even patience has its limit. -Apprentice Arashoka/Lady Kurai
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Post by Deleted on Apr 15, 2024 18:52:52 GMT -7
Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:39 PM but i'm done giving it thought, that's not on me. Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:40 PM i have my suspicions but just an opportunity not to worry or give it much thought friend— Today at 7:40 PM 🙂 that’s good Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:40 PM yeah. friend — Today at 7:43 PM You should be Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:43 PM
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Post by Deleted on Apr 15, 2024 19:03:49 GMT -7
Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:39 PM but i'm done giving it thought, that's not on me. Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:40 PM i have my suspicions but just an opportunity not to worry or give it much thought friend— Today at 7:40 PM 🙂 that’s good Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:40 PM yeah. friend — Today at 7:43 PM You should be Sand Bob lol^^ — Today at 7:43 PM *drops mic and walks off*
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Post by Sith Lady Kurai on May 2, 2024 21:17:01 GMT -7
Hey everyone!
I have a new album coming out tomorrow! and really every day this week!
It's gonna be brilliant!
Ig you want early access PM me and for a small fee I will release the title track to you!
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Post by Sith Lady Kurai on May 3, 2024 19:26:10 GMT -7
When there's a family gathering, and we make plans to watch a late night horror movie... P.S. I'm sorry family but sometimes sleep happens...
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Post by Sith Lady Kurai on May 4, 2024 19:38:33 GMT -7
When there's a family gathering, and we make plans to watch a late night horror movie... P.S. I'm sorry family but sometimes sleep happens... Watching you get booted from F.A. was best thing ever and watching Jonathan blow up himself for you was even better. Told you it'd get both of you, Jonathan lost 1 admin tie another mod over you. I love watching him fuck himself over bending backwards for you. Now even in the other server Jonathan can't protect you anymore. Silly Psychopathic intimidator, your not very good at this. You stick out like a sore thumb, and you'll only continue to show your own mental illness while the rest of us watch Burl. There is literally nothing for you to do as much as you think it does.
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 12:40:09 GMT -7
Presence is everything. In some training I'm doing the basics came up like leadership, what traits one can work on, etc. Vixen while posing to be me has a unique presence and I still found myself somehow being attached to everything.
mine is different so I'm told *shrug* and honestly I view myself that way too. So I'm back to process a few things publicly with no masks because why not. Masks leave enemies guessing and it's a power move however the real mask is a gateway to the soul. masks can be useful if utilized properly yet personally they should't be fake. Why? Because then you see past it and viewed as hypocritical.
Why not be honest and work on it til it don't bother you anymore?
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 13:17:37 GMT -7
"The shadow can’t be destroyed, only directed and transformed. Next, passion without beneficial direction is just wasted passion. Seems many here have forgotten that to become Sith, you must also have discipline. You must have achievable goals, along side great passion. You must embrace pain and pressure, not flee from it. To be Sith is to welcome life’s pressure, transforming you, a chunk of carbon, into a diamond."- Scorn
I love this and agree with it. I talk about this in the Kurai Kage Philosophy. Every trigger is an opportunity to learn and while I prefer to live my life sometimes the drama here has something to teach me. When you slip backwards it's an awareness of internal things and an opportunity to become stronger. Friction shapes the diamond in the rough.
I'm 29 years old now and it's been 7 years djing and over 15 years singing. I am honored to say I'm being inducted into the martial arts hall of fame as "competitor of the year." When I heard that my jaw dropped then I cried for a bit. This year I'm focusing on continuing to build my brand as an artist, education work for my other life, and building up a mindful dj collective camp. We are going to a few burning man events and I'm camping with a circus/fire troupe this year at the main big burn. This year I also have 3 months of film stuff. So right after this June burn I fly to train/rehearse for a month then we film for 2 months. Then I head to the big burn then off to the event later after a few days of decompression.
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 13:27:19 GMT -7
Decompression is my me quiet space where I can recover and rest from everything. Uploading the recorded set from my 2 hr and 5 minute set I played at a show I was booked at. I had fun and am exhausted. I got 5 hrs of sleep and woke up did some work then took a nap. Now doing more work and start work week (: so obviously Sunday mundane stuff.
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 13:39:07 GMT -7
Decompression is my me quiet space where I can recover and rest from everything. Uploading the recorded set from my 2 hr and 5 minute set I played at a show I was booked at. I had fun and am exhausted. I got 5 hrs of sleep and woke up did some work then took a nap. Now doing more work and start work week (: so obviously Sunday mundane stuff. www.mixcloud.com/crimson-panthera/may-the-5th-be-half-a-ween/I present the link.
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Post by Sith Lady Kurai on May 5, 2024 15:26:19 GMT -7
Ignore the clones in the room
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Post by Sith Lady Kurai on May 5, 2024 16:49:49 GMT -7
Brilliant advice for those trying to break into the business
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 16:57:50 GMT -7
Evidence posted by the real kurai. Attachments:
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 20:18:11 GMT -7
Snek preview of one of my songs....heh
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 22:55:07 GMT -7
It's come to my attn that old sith members are talking about me based on past drama...nosis, others *shrug* and that some respect me *nods at azgorath* Which is fine, people who are hurt as a pain response when hatred comes into play want to keep me from engaging with others. Like satelle did unto me I guess *shrug* yet idk it's not really my problem anymore since I don't hold the past over myself.
Sometimes I wish I coulda not said those things but no use crying over spilt milk. It is what it is, while I've tried to make amends in past it isn't always enough. I think we are responsible for our own healing and we can control only ourself. I don't hold the past over me at all and nor do I seek to change others opinions cause it's just not my problem. Sometimes al you can do is pick yourself up and brush the self off then move on.
If I held the past over Ferros or Nosis for their mistakes it'd be exhausting because deep down we are all flawed. I'm not saying one should just interact again, and honestly I don't want too.
So many people feel a need narrate my life, gossip about me and more I just hope everyone can move on. it's unhealthy to carry around and honestly not worth it. Just because I'm diplomatic doesn't mean I like people in particular but I prefer to be kind then mean. To be a light instead of toxic. Hurt people say hurtful things and it perpetuates this cringe cycle. I refuse to be a part of it and have moved on with my life. If people haven't moved on oh well, *shrug* I'm humbled by the spotlight and kinda find it cool. To those of you who do like me for some reason....cheers.
I don't really spend time talking and telling others to stay away from people. Let them be drawn in or let them make their own decisions. that's what I do, honestly I don't pay much attn to what updates I get. I'm making a name for myself and your more then welcome to gatekeep to your leisured and hold onto the old me. By all means please do (; however I'mma continue towards present me and keep focusing on myself. The fact that I don't want to change it yet understand where others are coming from is kinda cool. It shows I'm not invested or wanting to control anything.
I feel no disturbance or emotion in my body. only serenity which didn't use to happen but it's like idk I just don't feel anything anymore. I remember when I held onto things inside and couldn't let it go. As I get older the less the past seems to have any importance and idk priorities change. I wonder how it'll be when I'm way older and yet will enjoy the present moment now. Haven't thought of those guys at all and left nosis, ferros, everyone when I left the server. I'm still grateful Ferris captures a screenshot of vixen's revenge porn attempt.
it saved my case. I think of that fondly for 1 second before snapping my attn back to my goals.
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Post by Deleted on May 5, 2024 23:29:10 GMT -7
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