Post by VixenV on Aug 10, 2023 21:52:21 GMT -7
My search for freedom has been a pure one, one that has not been the pursuit of superficial power or wealth or control. Sith that pursue such things and think this is what it means to be Sith are shallow cowards, afraid to explore the true depths of the dark. Anyone that is challenged and responds with the threat of physical violence is a pathetic arrogant and yet weak human being that has only revealed their weakness... and they have no idea how to fight. They are full of shit. The true Sith warrior would never openly challenge another to combat. The Master does not have to, because in their mind their enemy has already been defeated when they break first and make the challenge. This is a sign of weakness, lack of confidence and it no longer matter about the physical, psychologically they have broken their foe and the rest does not matter.
I search... I search for a single consciousness that can prove to me that I am not utterly and completely alone in this universe. Insects walk the earth and plants carry on in their existence. But none are worthy of me. They are all hollow and all fall short... You all fall short. Claims of Enlightenment and higher power and mastery of emotion are just lies. I see that so clearly. Pain and suffering are the power of this world. Those that claim mastery of such things but can't prove their sapience are pretenders. Even more scared of the dark than I am, but not willing to admit it. Fuck you.
I want to see the world burn. And I want a master lord soul mate worthy of watching it burn with me and know the true significance in the event. I wish I had the power, and I wish I could find the other half of this spectre I inhabit. The rule of two would be complete. But even if I never do find this, I would still delight in the destruction and laugh, even as I burn with this cursed creation.
I search... I search for a single consciousness that can prove to me that I am not utterly and completely alone in this universe. Insects walk the earth and plants carry on in their existence. But none are worthy of me. They are all hollow and all fall short... You all fall short. Claims of Enlightenment and higher power and mastery of emotion are just lies. I see that so clearly. Pain and suffering are the power of this world. Those that claim mastery of such things but can't prove their sapience are pretenders. Even more scared of the dark than I am, but not willing to admit it. Fuck you.
I want to see the world burn. And I want a master lord soul mate worthy of watching it burn with me and know the true significance in the event. I wish I had the power, and I wish I could find the other half of this spectre I inhabit. The rule of two would be complete. But even if I never do find this, I would still delight in the destruction and laugh, even as I burn with this cursed creation.