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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 13:05:32 GMT -7
"This is an order of jedi.
So what is a jedi? Everyone knows that the word Jedi originated with star wars. But real jedi have nothing to do with star wars. We gave ourselves this name because our philosophy is almost the same as the philosophy of the term in a movie.
People like Anakin skywalker or obi wan kenobi are fictional characters. We just make analogies, otherwise we live in a fantasy world.
Jedi is not a religion. The religion is an absurd and dogmatic ideology called jedism.
The Jedi path is very open to dogmas and can become overflowing if pacified.
I have used the dark side to cleanse the Jedi of dogmas. All to create a better ideology.
What is force? What is called force is the energy that holds the universe together and is present in everything, whether we are atheists or have some other ideology. For atheists and agnostics, the term force is more related to science.
Persons who are Jedi are not brothers or responsible for one another. A Jedi must have his own morals and rules, but he must be respectful to all. We cannot be different from the sith otherwise."Jedi Padawan Qinn
This is a great start, what jedi dogmas did you clear? How is your viewpoint higher or "put you to where you have the moral high ground or high ground."
You waste your own time and disrespect yourself/your own time by fighting endlessly with others. Jedi know when to shush or when to engage. I think that you have passion here but it's still misguided and secondly all the others here have trained for years plus spent time applying our own philosophies to our worlds. You also disrespect your own voice when you fail to proof read then want to fight trying to put yourself above me which leaves me to think you have a superiority or inferiority complex as a coping mechanism. All the other jedi here who have been on the Jedi path who are real knights....not banned from totjo for spouting out stupid shit like force lightening, those real knights who have earned their titles have worked on themselves.
you're still very new and just unstable. I think mentally you aren't ready and need to do the work which is why I point this shit out. I for one wouldn't want to follow someone who cannot abide what they talk about. You haven't shown anything to me and I've been watching you for a bit as you ram your head into the wall with others.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 13:11:05 GMT -7
"This is an order of jedi. So what is a jedi? Everyone knows that the word Jedi originated with star wars. But real jedi have nothing to do with star wars. We gave ourselves this name because our philosophy is almost the same as the philosophy of the term in a movie. People like Anakin skywalker or obi wan kenobi are fictional characters. We just make analogies, otherwise we live in a fantasy world. Jedi is not a religion. The religion is an absurd and dogmatic ideology called jedism. The Jedi path is very open to dogmas and can become overflowing if pacified. I have used the dark side to cleanse the Jedi of dogmas. All to create a better ideology. What is force? What is called force is the energy that holds the universe together and is present in everything, whether we are atheists or have some other ideology. For atheists and agnostics, the term force is more related to science. Persons who are Jedi are not brothers or responsible for one another. A Jedi must have his own morals and rules, but he must be respectful to all. We cannot be different from the sith otherwise."Jedi Padawan Qinn This is a great start, what jedi dogmas did you clear? How is your viewpoint higher or "put you to where you have the moral high ground or high ground." You waste your own time and disrespect yourself/your own time by fighting endlessly with others. Jedi know when to shush or when to engage. I think that you have passion here but it's still misguided and secondly all the others here have trained for years plus spent time applying our own philosophies to our worlds. You also disrespect your own voice when you fail to proof read then want to fight trying to put yourself above me which leaves me to think you have a superiority or inferiority complex as a coping mechanism. All the other jedi here who have been on the Jedi path who are real knights....not banned from totjo for spouting out stupid shit like force lightening, those real knights who have earned their titles have worked on themselves. you're still very new and just unstable. I think mentally you aren't ready and need to do the work which is why I point this shit out. I for one wouldn't want to follow someone who cannot abide what they talk about. You haven't shown anything to me and I've been watching you for a bit as you ram your head into the wall with others. People like Anakin skywalker or obi wan kenobi are fictional characters. We just make analogies, otherwise we live in a fantasy world." Quinn " Jedi are not brothers or responsible for one another. A Jedi must have his own morals and rules, but he must be respectful to all. We cannot be different from the sith otherwise."Jedi Padawan Qinn I think that these two ideals are great however I would replace with respect with "diplomacy." because respect is earned in due time. while I diplomatic I am no longer diplomatic to others who don't deserve it and at times will respond or ignore. You allow Vixen to throw insults at you and then insult back so how is that "being above the sith." though when you're going to their level.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 13:13:08 GMT -7
my final piece for now is to stop talking about it and show me. Your words mean nothing, yet your actions do.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 14:03:09 GMT -7
The Jedi had so much dogma that they imposed heavy morality on everyone. I personally think it is similar to Sith, but I have a difference.
Everyone has their own morality. So what is disturbing to me is normal to you. I mean, I thought everyone would have their own rules, but then it would be no different than the Sith. So I used both sides and added to this statement that "a person should develop a moral law independently of everyone else, but in applying it he should respect everyone."
I think that no matter how vile and weak an enemy someone is, I must always show respect, because I must not be unprepared, and I retain the opportunity to engage in diplomacy with the person who is my enemy.
Jedi's views are very narrow because most of them look with disgust when they hear the name of the dark side. I, on the other hand, embrace both sides, but I am not a Sith. I won't be there again, but that doesn't mean I won't use the dark side.
Do you think I'm serious about VixenV? The man's only potential is to become a cemetery. LOL. Yes, I have passion, and I have a lot of it. A large part of it increases my enjoyment of the dark side. When I give the other person a false feeling of winning like this and then use my power, Vixen is stunned and I enjoy it. So my goal with Vixen is just to have fun. He's useless.
I had a purpose in using the name Lord Nullityus. An order in which members of the sect are held equal. We can also call it a kind of Jedi or Sith order. My goal was to provide dark side training there. There would be no difference between each educator and student. Everyone would be equal. I would choose all the members from virgin men or men who were cheated on by their wives or lovers. They would all be full of anger and hatred like me. They would first appear to be good to women and then destroy them at their most vulnerable time.
Now I understand it better. The more you hated women, the more I acquired the characteristics I hated. Arrogance, ego, the feeling of causing pain to those who are not guilty, and the like emerged.
When I realized this, I did a solid meditation and remembered how innocent I was in my past. In fact, the Sith inside me wanted to kill my past self as well.
When I realized these, I tried to become a Jedi again and now I am a Jedi. To keep this work in my mind, I made a deep cut with a knife on my right wrist, and whenever I feel hatred, I look at my arm.
Now, I am neither someone who wants power over people, nor someone who wants to make people suffer and get passion. I am neither full of revenge nor restless. I am a virgin jedi like my master.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 14:34:17 GMT -7
The Jedi had so much dogma that they imposed heavy morality on everyone. I personally think it is similar to Sith, but I have a difference. Everyone has their own morality. So what is disturbing to me is normal to you. I mean, I thought everyone would have their own rules, but then it would be no different than the Sith. So I used both sides and added to this statement that "a person should develop a moral law independently of everyone else, but in applying it he should respect everyone." I think that no matter how vile and weak an enemy someone is, I must always show respect, because I must not be unprepared, and I retain the opportunity to engage in diplomacy with the person who is my enemy. Jedi's views are very narrow because most of them look with disgust when they hear the name of the dark side. I, on the other hand, embrace both sides, but I am not a Sith. I won't be there again, but that doesn't mean I won't use the dark side. Do you think I'm serious about VixenV? The man's only potential is to become a cemetery. LOL. Yes, I have passion, and I have a lot of it. A large part of it increases my enjoyment of the dark side. When I give the other person a false feeling of winning like this and then use my power, Vixen is stunned and I enjoy it. So my goal with Vixen is just to have fun. He's useless. I had a purpose in using the name Lord Nullityus. An order in which members of the sect are held equal. We can also call it a kind of Jedi or Sith order. My goal was to provide dark side training there. There would be no difference between each educator and student. Everyone would be equal. I would choose all the members from virgin men or men who were cheated on by their wives or lovers. They would all be full of anger and hatred like me. They would first appear to be good to women and then destroy them at their most vulnerable time. Now I understand it better. The more you hated women, the more I acquired the characteristics I hated. Arrogance, ego, the feeling of causing pain to those who are not guilty, and the like emerged. When I realized this, I did a solid meditation and remembered how innocent I was in my past. In fact, the Sith inside me wanted to kill my past self as well. When I realized these, I tried to become a Jedi again and now I am a Jedi. To keep this work in my mind, I made a deep cut with a knife on my right wrist, and whenever I feel hatred, I look at my arm. Now, I am neither someone who wants power over people, nor someone who wants to make people suffer and get passion. I am neither full of revenge nor restless. I am a virgin jedi like my master. you mean innocent not virginity. and cheated on with betrayed. Got it *nods and moves forward* So a turk group of women haters....haven't seen that before rofl. *I'm being sarcastic* Your not showing respect to me in fact your calling me names but okay. If you were respectful you'd ask how am I kid? How am I acting like a kid and say it hurts my feelings when you call me a kid. I am 18 yrs old and would appreciate you not calling me a kid because that upsets me. Secondly self harm is risky and you could've cut an artery or something then bled out. *facepalms* All I see is words that contradict themselves, are full of bs, are full of nice words but they just words, and you're a women hater. If I became a man hater I'd not know what to do with myself, look some people are assholes yet not everyone. Never let your past become a living chain that keeps you from growing up and maybe building a family someday. Not all women are bad but hey it's something you may learn when you grow up more. I am a bit concerned bout the group of angry women haters but you do you. I think I am just done and while I can appreciate some of the words I just see them as words. Your just saying them and are full of pain, contradictions, and still figuring out shit. I don't have to play a part of that, enjoy your time here. I am just done
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 14:35:21 GMT -7
The Jedi had so much dogma that they imposed heavy morality on everyone. I personally think it is similar to Sith, but I have a difference. Everyone has their own morality. So what is disturbing to me is normal to you. I mean, I thought everyone would have their own rules, but then it would be no different than the Sith. So I used both sides and added to this statement that "a person should develop a moral law independently of everyone else, but in applying it he should respect everyone." I think that no matter how vile and weak an enemy someone is, I must always show respect, because I must not be unprepared, and I retain the opportunity to engage in diplomacy with the person who is my enemy. Jedi's views are very narrow because most of them look with disgust when they hear the name of the dark side. I, on the other hand, embrace both sides, but I am not a Sith. I won't be there again, but that doesn't mean I won't use the dark side. Do you think I'm serious about VixenV? The man's only potential is to become a cemetery. LOL. Yes, I have passion, and I have a lot of it. A large part of it increases my enjoyment of the dark side. When I give the other person a false feeling of winning like this and then use my power, Vixen is stunned and I enjoy it. So my goal with Vixen is just to have fun. He's useless. I had a purpose in using the name Lord Nullityus. An order in which members of the sect are held equal. We can also call it a kind of Jedi or Sith order. My goal was to provide dark side training there. There would be no difference between each educator and student. Everyone would be equal. I would choose all the members from virgin men or men who were cheated on by their wives or lovers. They would all be full of anger and hatred like me. They would first appear to be good to women and then destroy them at their most vulnerable time. Now I understand it better. The more you hated women, the more I acquired the characteristics I hated. Arrogance, ego, the feeling of causing pain to those who are not guilty, and the like emerged. When I realized this, I did a solid meditation and remembered how innocent I was in my past. In fact, the Sith inside me wanted to kill my past self as well. When I realized these, I tried to become a Jedi again and now I am a Jedi. To keep this work in my mind, I made a deep cut with a knife on my right wrist, and whenever I feel hatred, I look at my arm. Now, I am neither someone who wants power over people, nor someone who wants to make people suffer and get passion. I am neither full of revenge nor restless. I am a virgin jedi like my master. you mean innocent not virginity. and cheated on with betrayed. Got it *nods and moves forward* So a turk group of women haters....haven't seen that before rofl. *I'm being sarcastic* Your not showing respect to me in fact your calling me names but okay. If you were respectful you'd ask how am I kid? How am I acting like a kid and say it hurts my feelings when you call me a kid. I am 18 yrs old and would appreciate you not calling me a kid because that upsets me. Secondly self harm is risky and you could've cut an artery or something then bled out. *facepalms* All I see is words that contradict themselves, are full of bs, are full of nice words but they just words, and you're a women hater. If I became a man hater I'd not know what to do with myself, look some people are assholes yet not everyone. Never let your past become a living chain that keeps you from growing up and maybe building a family someday. Not all women are bad but hey it's something you may learn when you grow up more. I am a bit concerned bout the group of angry women haters but you do you. I think I am just done and while I can appreciate some of the words I just see them as words. Your just saying them and are full of pain, contradictions, and still figuring out shit. I don't have to play a part of that, enjoy your time here. I am just done granted I agree on vixen and dogma. anywho keep doing you.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 14:37:25 GMT -7
you mean innocent not virginity. and cheated on with betrayed. Got it *nods and moves forward* So a turk group of women haters....haven't seen that before rofl. *I'm being sarcastic* Your not showing respect to me in fact your calling me names but okay. If you were respectful you'd ask how am I kid? How am I acting like a kid and say it hurts my feelings when you call me a kid. I am 18 yrs old and would appreciate you not calling me a kid because that upsets me. Secondly self harm is risky and you could've cut an artery or something then bled out. *facepalms* All I see is words that contradict themselves, are full of bs, are full of nice words but they just words, and you're a women hater. If I became a man hater I'd not know what to do with myself, look some people are assholes yet not everyone. Never let your past become a living chain that keeps you from growing up and maybe building a family someday. Not all women are bad but hey it's something you may learn when you grow up more. I am a bit concerned bout the group of angry women haters but you do you. I think I am just done and while I can appreciate some of the words I just see them as words. Your just saying them and are full of pain, contradictions, and still figuring out shit. I don't have to play a part of that, enjoy your time here. I am just done granted I agree on vixen and dogma. anywho keep doing you. meh sorry one more thing, I think it's great that you're supposedly reclaiming your innocence. Learn from past, have better boundaries, and grow from it. Live in present. the whole women hater thing is disturbing tho. idk that's last thing I think I wanna say.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 14:53:06 GMT -7
The Jedi had so much dogma that they imposed heavy morality on everyone. I personally think it is similar to Sith, but I have a difference. Everyone has their own morality. So what is disturbing to me is normal to you. I mean, I thought everyone would have their own rules, but then it would be no different than the Sith. So I used both sides and added to this statement that "a person should develop a moral law independently of everyone else, but in applying it he should respect everyone." I think that no matter how vile and weak an enemy someone is, I must always show respect, because I must not be unprepared, and I retain the opportunity to engage in diplomacy with the person who is my enemy. Jedi's views are very narrow because most of them look with disgust when they hear the name of the dark side. I, on the other hand, embrace both sides, but I am not a Sith. I won't be there again, but that doesn't mean I won't use the dark side. Do you think I'm serious about VixenV? The man's only potential is to become a cemetery. LOL. Yes, I have passion, and I have a lot of it. A large part of it increases my enjoyment of the dark side. When I give the other person a false feeling of winning like this and then use my power, Vixen is stunned and I enjoy it. So my goal with Vixen is just to have fun. He's useless. I had a purpose in using the name Lord Nullityus. An order in which members of the sect are held equal. We can also call it a kind of Jedi or Sith order. My goal was to provide dark side training there. There would be no difference between each educator and student. Everyone would be equal. I would choose all the members from virgin men or men who were cheated on by their wives or lovers. They would all be full of anger and hatred like me. They would first appear to be good to women and then destroy them at their most vulnerable time. Now I understand it better. The more you hated women, the more I acquired the characteristics I hated. Arrogance, ego, the feeling of causing pain to those who are not guilty, and the like emerged. When I realized this, I did a solid meditation and remembered how innocent I was in my past. In fact, the Sith inside me wanted to kill my past self as well. When I realized these, I tried to become a Jedi again and now I am a Jedi. To keep this work in my mind, I made a deep cut with a knife on my right wrist, and whenever I feel hatred, I look at my arm. Now, I am neither someone who wants power over people, nor someone who wants to make people suffer and get passion. I am neither full of revenge nor restless. I am a virgin jedi like my master. you mean innocent not virginity. and cheated on with betrayed. Got it *nods and moves forward* So a turk group of women haters....haven't seen that before rofl. *I'm being sarcastic* Your not showing respect to me in fact your calling me names but okay. If you were respectful you'd ask how am I kid? How am I acting like a kid and say it hurts my feelings when you call me a kid. I am 18 yrs old and would appreciate you not calling me a kid because that upsets me. Secondly self harm is risky and you could've cut an artery or something then bled out. *facepalms* All I see is words that contradict themselves, are full of bs, are full of nice words but they just words, and you're a women hater. If I became a man hater I'd not know what to do with myself, look some people are assholes yet not everyone. Never let your past become a living chain that keeps you from growing up and maybe building a family someday. Not all women are bad but hey it's something you may learn when you grow up more. I am a bit concerned bout the group of angry women haters but you do you. I think I am just done and while I can appreciate some of the words I just see them as words. Your just saying them and are full of pain, contradictions, and still figuring out shit. I don't have to play a part of that, enjoy your time here. I am just done Man, I already saw it when I went back to the Jedi. That's when I realized that not all women are the same. But this time I feel like I won't be able to start a family.
My way is to die a virgin. I will die of a sudden heart attack in my village, living untouched and alone. I will neither have anyone nor owe anything to anyone. My goal is to die quietly, without bowing to anyone.
In my opinion, this is the most honorable way to die. Ahh, what am I saying, don't pay much attention to me on this matter. After all, I am one of those who say Canon Luke > Legends Luke.
I think this is how a true Jedi should die, alone and virginal. A kind of monk life.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 14:57:06 GMT -7
granted I agree on vixen and dogma. anywho keep doing you. meh sorry one more thing, I think it's great that you're supposedly reclaiming your innocence. Learn from past, have better boundaries, and grow from it. Live in present. the whole women hater thing is disturbing tho. idk that's last thing I think I wanna say. I also have a price to pay for hating all women at this time. That means living and dying alone and virginally, without ever holding a woman's hand. There are actions I have committed and I have to pay the price for what I have done. This is a bit more of a conscientious thing, so it varies from person to person. This is my say so far. May the force be with you.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2023 15:06:31 GMT -7
The Jedi had so much dogma that they imposed heavy morality on everyone. I personally think it is similar to Sith, but I have a difference. Everyone has their own morality. So what is disturbing to me is normal to you. I mean, I thought everyone would have their own rules, but then it would be no different than the Sith. So I used both sides and added to this statement that "a person should develop a moral law independently of everyone else, but in applying it he should respect everyone." I think that no matter how vile and weak an enemy someone is, I must always show respect, because I must not be unprepared, and I retain the opportunity to engage in diplomacy with the person who is my enemy. Jedi's views are very narrow because most of them look with disgust when they hear the name of the dark side. I, on the other hand, embrace both sides, but I am not a Sith. I won't be there again, but that doesn't mean I won't use the dark side. Do you think I'm serious about VixenV? The man's only potential is to become a cemetery. LOL. Yes, I have passion, and I have a lot of it. A large part of it increases my enjoyment of the dark side. When I give the other person a false feeling of winning like this and then use my power, Vixen is stunned and I enjoy it. So my goal with Vixen is just to have fun. He's useless. I had a purpose in using the name Lord Nullityus. An order in which members of the sect are held equal. We can also call it a kind of Jedi or Sith order. My goal was to provide dark side training there. There would be no difference between each educator and student. Everyone would be equal. I would choose all the members from virgin men or men who were cheated on by their wives or lovers. They would all be full of anger and hatred like me. They would first appear to be good to women and then destroy them at their most vulnerable time. Now I understand it better. The more you hated women, the more I acquired the characteristics I hated. Arrogance, ego, the feeling of causing pain to those who are not guilty, and the like emerged. When I realized this, I did a solid meditation and remembered how innocent I was in my past. In fact, the Sith inside me wanted to kill my past self as well. When I realized these, I tried to become a Jedi again and now I am a Jedi. To keep this work in my mind, I made a deep cut with a knife on my right wrist, and whenever I feel hatred, I look at my arm. Now, I am neither someone who wants power over people, nor someone who wants to make people suffer and get passion. I am neither full of revenge nor restless. I am a virgin jedi like my master. you mean innocent not virginity. and cheated on with betrayed. Got it *nods and moves forward* So a turk group of women haters....haven't seen that before rofl. *I'm being sarcastic* Your not showing respect to me in fact your calling me names but okay. If you were respectful you'd ask how am I kid? How am I acting like a kid and say it hurts my feelings when you call me a kid. I am 18 yrs old and would appreciate you not calling me a kid because that upsets me. Secondly self harm is risky and you could've cut an artery or something then bled out. *facepalms* All I see is words that contradict themselves, are full of bs, are full of nice words but they just words, and you're a women hater. If I became a man hater I'd not know what to do with myself, look some people are assholes yet not everyone. Never let your past become a living chain that keeps you from growing up and maybe building a family someday. Not all women are bad but hey it's something you may learn when you grow up more. I am a bit concerned bout the group of angry women haters but you do you. I think I am just done and while I can appreciate some of the words I just see them as words. Your just saying them and are full of pain, contradictions, and still figuring out shit. I don't have to play a part of that, enjoy your time here. I am just done Sorry, my real last words will be now. I'm respectful, but I don't think I need to ask about you, because being tolerant doesn't mean being polite. I don't think or care about you, so I didn't ask about you, but I took everything you wrote as a threat. This is my respect for the person standing in front of me. If you were my friend, things would be different. But we both know that our time is too valuable for this job.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2023 7:01:36 GMT -7
To keep it short I think monk lifestyle is a swing to the other side known as avoidance. I don't tolerate much and have pretty strong boundaries. I've found that asking at times can be helpful and when I ask nicely it makes a difference. However here I guess since conflict is more an option for most communicating nicely in this sense wouldn't cross minds. *shrug*
When I was your friend you tried to fight me so don't turn it on me when it's a you thing. You are just like vixen in ways.....lying around the truth yet it's not surprising. I didn't want to be friends with a man who acts like a child and lacks temperance which is why I don't acknowledge you as an adult because you act like a little child. I guess your "Innocence." isn't really there because your not innocent, your just as stained as the rest of the population. You can spend time mentally telling yourself otherwise but the best thing you can do kid, is learn from it all. The world is reality, how you handle it matters and I don't think you have what it takes.
You only want to fight and obviously you care by responding to me so can it with the Idgaf tough kid act. Many try to make it about me yet it's a them thing and honestly it's disgusting. It's a tactic though I see in many because making it about the other person makes one more superior or puts focus on them. You make an active choice not to only so you can just fight uselessly and blindly swinging a blunt club. You can keep this shit up or actually be a real Jedi. I am so tired of posers like you coming in and claiming power that you don't have. You haven't done the work to even earn it.
Also everyone not just men wherever you are tells you that your worthless, it ain't a fucking excuse. Either step away from letting your past influence you or continue growing in it. Grow up.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2023 8:07:23 GMT -7
On the contrary, I think that the life of a monk is about being one with the power. A life filled with loneliness and knowledge. A life as far away from chaos and passion as possible. I live with the hope that my life will be like what I described in the future.
I was never your friend and neither of us care about each other. What we care about is our own power and reputation.
I called you "friend" and you know that I had no intention of friendship when I called you that. This is a word of address, but I found something more appropriate. I will address you directly by your name.
I have 2 different questions for you. Where did I lie? When and how did I act hypocritical?
When I said virginity, I was talking about people who have never had sexual intercourse. I accept that I am not an innocent person and I still have a lot of conflict inside me and this decreases over time.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2023 10:34:56 GMT -7
On the contrary, I think that the life of a monk is about being one with the power. A life filled with loneliness and knowledge. A life as far away from chaos and passion as possible. I live with the hope that my life will be like what I described in the future. I was never your friend and neither of us care about each other. What we care about is our own power and reputation. I called you "friend" and you know that I had no intention of friendship when I called you that. This is a word of address, but I found something more appropriate. I will address you directly by your name. I have 2 different questions for you. Where did I lie? When and how did I act hypocritical? When I said virginity, I was talking about people who have never had sexual intercourse. I accept that I am not an innocent person and I still have a lot of conflict inside me and this decreases over time. your so dumb, you are fake and stop projecting yourself onto me. Unlike you women haters full of fake intent I tend to keep it real. It wasn't until later I saw what I see in every single man and knew you'd try to hurt me when I was down in my lowest moment like you do to girls. Instead of asking me moron, you can go fuck yourself and enjoy your life of solitude. Once again you lack an ability to be in solitude as you lack an inability to disconnect. Go live a life of solitude and fucking sign off already instead of waiting for hours to see my response. Unlike you I do care about pepole. Unlike your lame ass I do give a shit and as hard as it is at times I hope to contribute something. I hope that maybe I can make a difference in other Sith's life and help them be empowered....only those that have the ears to actually listen, self introspect, go deep unlike you. Why don't you go with all the men haters and just fuck off okay. I don't give a shit about my reputation here. I don't really care about your explanations of what you meant or don't mean anymore. Go away and be a monk then.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2023 10:38:53 GMT -7
On the contrary, I think that the life of a monk is about being one with the power. A life filled with loneliness and knowledge. A life as far away from chaos and passion as possible. I live with the hope that my life will be like what I described in the future. I was never your friend and neither of us care about each other. What we care about is our own power and reputation. I called you "friend" and you know that I had no intention of friendship when I called you that. This is a word of address, but I found something more appropriate. I will address you directly by your name. I have 2 different questions for you. Where did I lie? When and how did I act hypocritical? When I said virginity, I was talking about people who have never had sexual intercourse. I accept that I am not an innocent person and I still have a lot of conflict inside me and this decreases over time. your so dumb, you are fake and stop projecting yourself onto me. Unlike you women haters full of fake intent I tend to keep it real. It wasn't until later I saw what I see in every single man and knew you'd try to hurt me when I was down in my lowest moment like you do to girls. Instead of asking me moron, you can go fuck yourself and enjoy your life of solitude. Once again you lack an ability to be in solitude as you lack an inability to disconnect. Go live a life of solitude and fucking sign off already instead of waiting for hours to see my response. Unlike you I do care about pepole. Unlike your lame ass I do give a shit and as hard as it is at times I hope to contribute something. I hope that maybe I can make a difference in other Sith's life and help them be empowered....only those that have the ears to actually listen, self introspect, go deep unlike you. Why don't you go with all the men haters and just fuck off okay. I don't give a shit about my reputation here. I don't really care about your explanations of what you meant or don't mean anymore. Go away and be a monk then. you are no sith if you cannot embrace passion. For me life is about experiencing everything not running away. Monks run away from society, power is found by embracing the whole fucking experience. I live a quiet mage on the mountain lifestyle and feel like a Shaolin monk without even stepping away from society. Home/that feeling/the knowledge/power is found within not by escaping. Solitude is good but should be a temporary thing and one should be able to find balance not avoidance. Yet again if you want to be a fucking monk then fuck off, sign off, go away. No one here is stoping you.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2023 10:40:59 GMT -7
You know exactly what you are doing, even if I answer it'll fall on deaf ears so meh. I'm done wasting my fucking time.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2023 11:16:07 GMT -7
Kurai, You misunderstood me. When I was a sith, I hated women. Now, I am emphasizing that I am not a Sith. I'm just here. I do not belong to this order. Only the discussions here are of high quality.
When I came back to the Jedi I let go of my hatred for women. I wrote this too. Yes, I made a lot of mistakes in my time, that's why I have a deep scar on my wrist. Now I approach women a little more like this and say, "They became like this during the evolutionary process, it is not their fault. The way they were raised is also important."
Let me even say something, if Scorn came to this site right now, I would bow down directly to her because of the mistake I made. This would be my punishment.
I don't hate women anymore, but I plan on exiling myself to the monk life for this shitty thing I did. Like Luke, Yoda or Obi-Wan Kenobi, they punished themselves with the life of monks for their mistakes.
Now, even emotionally, I want a woman to hug me normally (I'm talking non-sexually). Everything has a price and this is my punishment.
In my opinion, for power to come from within, it needs deep thought and focus, and this is abundant in the monk life.
The only people I think about are my master and my family and friends. Yes, now I watch the fall of the nullityus, the one who hates women.
My only purpose in this speech is to express myself. I hope you have the life you want. I hope I was able to express myself.
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Post by VixenV on Oct 4, 2023 21:40:55 GMT -7
"When I was a sith, I hated women"
You are a fucking cunt!!!! You are everything Wrong with this community!!! You fucking asshole!!! OmG I can't even.... Express in words the loathing I have for this.... FUCK!!
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 7:04:29 GMT -7
"When I was a sith, I hated women" You are a fucking cunt!!!! You are everything Wrong with this community!!! You fucking asshole!!! OmG I can't even.... Express in words the loathing I have for this.... FUCK!! I will have two different words. When I was a sith, I fed on my pain and emotions and used it according to my logic. I also discussed this with Iycurgus and he said it was suitable for the Sith but very malupulative, I accept that. I was too strong and too unstable for a young sith. If the light side didn't have this attitude of acceptance and seeking peace, I would still hate women, but there is no nullity now. I'm quinlan now. Now leave me alone and stop bothering me. I'm looking for peace now, not chaos. Whatever you write from now on, I will not answer, you are useless to me. You are a useless person full of nonsense with too much hormones who only thinks about sexuality. I can't waste my time with you.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 7:16:21 GMT -7
"When I was a sith, I hated women" You are a fucking cunt!!!! You are everything Wrong with this community!!! You fucking asshole!!! OmG I can't even.... Express in words the loathing I have for this.... FUCK!! I will have two different words. When I was a sith, I fed on my pain and emotions and used it according to my logic. I also discussed this with Iycurgus and he said it was suitable for the Sith but very malupulative, I accept that. I was too strong and too unstable for a young sith. If the light side didn't have this attitude of acceptance and seeking peace, I would still hate women, but there is no nullity now. I'm quinlan now. Now leave me alone and stop bothering me. I'm looking for peace now, not chaos. Whatever you write from now on, I will not answer, you are useless to me. You are a useless person full of nonsense with too much hormones who only thinks about sexuality. I can't waste my time with you. Now leave me alone and stop bothering me. I'm looking for peace now, not chaos. "-Quinn Yay that's wonderful to hear but they will never leave you alone, now it's up to you to just do as you say n ignore them. Whatever you write from now on, I will not answer, you are useless to me."-Quinn curious to see if you actually do that. Secondly I agree they do think of shit I never thought about which is gross. the idea of some of the shit they thought about or says makes me want to vomit. Wait.....so V, since you're a unicorn not a boy does that mean you're into bestiality? Cause I aint into that kinda shit. Get outta here rofl. ^^
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Post by Deleted on Oct 5, 2023 8:24:32 GMT -7
oh and now there's no nul.....whatever but then earlier it was both. The story keeps changing here and it changes every time something is pointed out. Reminds me of fa a bit. Then he'll be null nad quin again then it'll just be quin. God damn^^
for me it's just Sith Lady Kurai, call me kurai. I give no fucks for da honorifics. I have studied both but am still a sith and I'm honest bout that and it never changes. I will always be a sith even when I say I'm not a sith out of refusing to associate with it when I feel like distancing from it. even though I tear into that self imposed thing cause it's dumb in my opinion. oh well. meh. oh well anywho I'm kinda curious to see when the story grows more steady and see less shifting.
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