Sith Lady Debate Hall

What kinda angle is this?  *looks down at the little unicorn  trying to pierce her dragon energy and chuckles amused* Come on you can do better then that, because sith don't need to ask whether or not they are sith. They know and when ready to claim it they will. If you think I need to ask my old mentor, then you clearly don't know me. Which is fine, I don't want you to know me. Come back to the table when you've sharpened your knife because it's dull to where it doesn't even hurt, I let you think you won every time because I know how to handle you.

I've seen that name a few times now but I'm not familiar... who's Paxius Dominus?

Nauticus on here. New DA lead with Lotus at FA. Nauticus ran sith lodge which is where I was knighted/later dubbed a sith lady. *shrug* That imploded and he was fathered into my friends sith server then went over to fa. 

I find it curious that Lotus is quite close with satelle which is the only reason as to why it was probably re instated. Satelle was always a gatekeeper of that aspect. Anyone who has them on speed dial and doesn't think for themselves is no leader but hey the cult mentality is unbreakable. I think for nauticus though it was a wise choice.

Leaders power is measured by their influence and personally I find mine to be in real life vs online playing the whole forum politics. I lack a patience to also deal with half the shit he or anyone has to look over.

Point is I feel frustrated and hate those who just follow n don't think for themselves. They just follow what another says and from personal experience it ends up being incorrect. Especially when someone lies too n changes the context but meh. It was kinda funny watching Lotus freak out thinking I had a gun and make up wild stories about me. 

The brain is intelligent yet not smart enough when you just let it run off with you. Everyone over there is all buddy buddy with each other though so if I had a friend speak to me while I wouldn't take it to heart immediately I'd listen. But then do my own investigation and make sure that friend is right especially after I followed David to a pointless end. There are things I hate about David but things I also appreciate about him.

I can understand the intelligence and where little Lotus is coming from though so I don't take it personally. It sucked at first but then I realized a few things so who cares. It's not worth being mad at the community when they lack things and they can play in the filth pool at FA. It's stilt the same smelly shit I saw earlier.

there are so many paths forged by people who are full of trauma who "run into angels who teach them." But then when they say in the Sophia circle fr example "Mother Mary was the first mother and blah blah blah." I facepalm because it creates division and honestly no there was something before that. Then before that there was something else so honestly that's when I stopped listening to the book in the first chapter because it rubbed me the wrong way.

I spoke to this one person about giving birth and why they do it. they said so they can be immortal through their children....I guffawed internally laughing so hard at them. Idk I want to facepalm and run my head into a wall...joking lol but meh that's the dumbest shit I've heard. Why do people think of the afterlife....cause they scared of death. 

I have no fear and in fact have been to deaths door. Returning felt odd and yet who cares. The things I dreamt and clear vivid dream meant something. Granted I looked at it through a questioning sense, the hero and the dark cloud. the fight...your mind makes up shit but it also at times...not all the time has meaning. People who are lonely think of angels at their side so they don't feel money for example is an example of mental masturbation.

Nothing against those who do and if it works for them then do it, however there is illusory power and real power. That source or god is you and that power you crave can be cultivate within yourself. You won't live on. 

My legacy doesn't live on forever. It's in the lives I impact and the smiles I bring however eventually those die. I don't want to live on forever. Seeing the reason as to why people do these things vs. real power in acknowledging the reality of said situation is different n where the real power comes from.