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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 10:10:22 GMT -7
A space to challenge me and or a place for me to express my legacy. For awhile I threw it to the side yet acknowledge treachery is everywhere. Just because I was betrayed doesn't make my title I earned meaningless. What you do with it matters and adds merit or not. Darth is equivalent of knight or ego flattery to an apprentice who has barely come to the learning under a lord of sith. From my understanding there are many earths yet few ladies/lords of sith. again I equate darth to that of a knight. yet what is my legacy, what are my education I've picked up and more. I am 28 yrs old and just beginning my life. At age 17 I bought a property valued over 1 million dollars and moved my horse I owned up from the boarding to my own house. It was rewarding and later we went to a FBEAL faith based equine assisted cert program where we learned how to be facilitators. I am certified however it's been over 5 years now and I'm not sure if I need to re do that....*shrugs* I first hand have experienced the healing power of horses and we gave that back to others. Later I moved out and now down here where I'm at now. I later went into my dark side and went through even more trauma and doing more healing work. it's empowering and I believe in investing in future generations when I can. "give a man a fish he dies yet if you teach a man to fish he will survive." CoorsTek CEO. Coors tek is one of the best out there and we make the military ceramic plates that are used in their vests. There are medical parts too and we work to make the world a better place. We make the world a better place by contributing beneficial things that help things run smoothly or as smoothly as possible. To see and observe things as they evolve fascinates me. My parents aren't perfect but they do amazing things. I'm glad I was adopted and recently had dinner with my parents. As much as I want to go away from them and other things I realized I'm just tired of my state, I've lived here my whole life. After I finish equine gestalt I'm moving and re partnering with a few things so that I can use what I learned. I will bring in others too and then restart things later myself while coming in occasionally. the martial arts dojo I'm going to make will be a business too and with my dj/artist career I can have 3 businesses then later build up a record label to bring in new artists to give back what I have received. I have my whole life figured, planned, and aligned out. It gives me very clear focus and as I continue to do the work I find myself healing more plus living in present moment again. Here I go into the heat of this kitchen acknowledging conflict yet using it as opportunity to stay calm. This heat is a training place for myself and I come in then out too when it serves me. It isn't because of anyone else and everything I've been through has taught me. What ally, raven, and everyone else did will be what I may face when I'm more public on a bigger level so thanks for training me. mustardseedranch.org/#
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Post by VixenV on Oct 15, 2023 10:15:37 GMT -7
If you own a million dollar ranch you would think that you could pay me back the $584 bucks you still owe me. oh but wait everyone knows your a liar. You don't own or run shit.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 10:24:52 GMT -7
As I reflect back on a few things I joined 4 years ago and thought I was fine then went into sithism which resulted in some messy spirals. That healed me more and I realized life isn't straight. Take few steps forward then take some back...it's okay in fact it's part of life. Conflict is pressure and I view myself as a diamond being shaped in the rough. NO I'm not always right and in fact I don't mind being corrected so when Audra talked to me I trusted her. I have no reason to distrust what she says. "the master loves being corrected and is humble enough while the fool hates being corrected." a wise saying I forgot who says that or where it comes from. ^^ There are times where I have been wrong but the one thing that matters to me is that I don't let that hinder me or keep me down. I don't feel shame, guilt, and bounce back faster from it all because I used to be ridden with guilt. David watched me grow and helped me cultivate myself into the warrior women I am now....a in real life sith lady. Even professionals like me need self care, time away, and time to heal because Masters are human too. I feel people forget even leaders need support and for me I cannot do it all alone. A good team is what I seek to surround myself with and what Paxius dominos saw was true that TFD was going to fall because I had a ultimate yes person never a no person. I think he needs to learn discernment of who he can help and to not call others lost when they refuse to forgive. You don't have to forgive or forget and when someone is going through shit expecting that they talk isn't the right thing to do. I am literally creating a new force realist community away from the same bland circles and going wider then that through kurai kage philosophical society. I'm operating my own mastery specialty school and yeah to some I may look all over the place but that's fine. IT's not for you to understand but for me to see that as I reflect back on this I know exactly where I'm going and the great things I'll do. See a sith lady is a leader just like draconis is, he never forces his dogma onto us and allows space. He holds space in a way by hosting this site and even he is human. A Sith Lord to me is separate of a darth because he is the ultimate kickstarter of new generations or things that create legacies. So the darth goes up to a Sith Lord or lady later in their journey. I acknowledge this, lay claim to my training, and understand I even earned it from my time at sith lodge. Darn it feels good and I felt acknowledged in a way. That's all rank is....acknowledgement not superiority or a pedestal. We are no longer partnered with mustard seed due to my friend/roomate moving to new venues. The pics show a pic of my property and it's a great place. Whoever buys it will be happy and everyone knows our name/what we did at that place. I am on a teaching break and just doing some self care work. I've been looking at other places to live and studying the real estate values. As a sith challenging others here in any way isn't bad nor good, it just is and I am free to do things how I please. Deep down I just hope to see, learn, when I challenge I hope to be corrected or maybe I'm wrong. I remember a time where I couldn't challenge others and hung my head. Kt while he's a backstabbing traitor taught me to keep my head up and honestly I'm glad I met him. Everything is a learning op and I'm going to just say that draconis words are true...I learned from my conflicts. I feel stronger, ready, and present. This is my life, my legacy, my time, my worth, my value, and more that I see in myself. My human design is generator and I am innovative. I create stuff from the ground and work with those who follow me. Yes I have loyal followers, friends, allies, and even other leaders. "learn to follow first before you can lead and when you lead know when to go back to following."-Sith Lady Kurai I am proud of myself today and for the work I've done. I'm proud of myself for the stuff I have done to contribute to society and eager to take this day head on today! Attachments:
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 10:30:51 GMT -7
If you own a million dollar ranch you would think that you could pay me back the $584 bucks you still owe me. oh but wait everyone knows your a liar. You don't own or run shit. Theoretically if I extorted you....you donated based to a donation based campaign. So no V legally I'm not obligated to give you a cent. Anything I choose to give back to the criminal is a choice of my own generosity.....just maybe I might however I'm not feeling motivated too. Try again and come back when you get a better angle, plus don't forget your dentures friend.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 10:36:30 GMT -7
If you own a million dollar ranch you would think that you could pay me back the $584 bucks you still owe me. oh but wait everyone knows your a liar. You don't own or run shit. Theoretically if I extorted you....you donated based to a donation based campaign. So no V legally I'm not obligated to give you a cent. Anything I choose to give back to the criminal is a choice of my own generosity.....just maybe I might however I'm not feeling motivated too. Try again and come back when you get a better angle, plus don't forget your dentures friend. I barely talk about this too and revealing more about myself is fun.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 10:41:57 GMT -7
Theoretically if I extorted you....you donated based to a donation based campaign. So no V legally I'm not obligated to give you a cent. Anything I choose to give back to the criminal is a choice of my own generosity.....just maybe I might however I'm not feeling motivated too. Try again and come back when you get a better angle, plus don't forget your dentures friend. I barely talk about this too and revealing more about myself is fun. would rather people think I'm dumb stupid or don't have this many assets or power. Now I show a part of it. owning something like that with horses and doing outreach also is expensive. I'm a wealthy person though so it's fine and getting a big return as I bought it over 10 years ago. So the value has gone up and I can sell it. I can do my own education put big chunk in savings and move away to a beach home somewhere to be chaotic n free. I don't own a credit card because I buy things up front. *shrug*
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 10:53:03 GMT -7
I barely talk about this too and revealing more about myself is fun. would rather people think I'm dumb stupid or don't have this many assets or power. Now I show a part of it. owning something like that with horses and doing outreach also is expensive. I'm a wealthy person though so it's fine and getting a big return as I bought it over 10 years ago. So the value has gone up and I can sell it. I can do my own education put big chunk in savings and move away to a beach home somewhere to be chaotic n free. I don't own a credit card because I buy things up front. *shrug* yes things have been financially hard though and yet I never let it stop me. I put myself in the mindset and put myself in a reality that pressures me to grow/to earn more money etc. No lies here and have my pictures to actually back it up, something you can't offer V. Technically I could've denied that you went down on me due to there being no DNA test taken yet you'll find im pretty honest. even though I could withhold that and just counter sue pointing to this or that, I'm not an idiot and in fact pretty smart. The only place I have a bad reputation here in most who judge it as so is here, everywhere else not at all. You have bad reputation both in real life and online. You have no value at all. Since you cannot follow you cannot lead, your martial artist students will die because of you. What words you say have no benefit and this is the difference between me n you. I'm what you aspire to be and I have way more resources then you could ever imagine that you wish you had. I'm not backing down either, I cannot be beaten by you (there are worse threats and your not one of them as much as you try or want to be.)
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 11:00:54 GMT -7
would rather people think I'm dumb stupid or don't have this many assets or power. Now I show a part of it. owning something like that with horses and doing outreach also is expensive. I'm a wealthy person though so it's fine and getting a big return as I bought it over 10 years ago. So the value has gone up and I can sell it. I can do my own education put big chunk in savings and move away to a beach home somewhere to be chaotic n free. I don't own a credit card because I buy things up front. *shrug* yes things have been financially hard though and yet I never let it stop me. I put myself in the mindset and put myself in a reality that pressures me to grow/to earn more money etc. No lies here and have my pictures to actually back it up, something you can't offer V. Technically I could've denied that you went down on me due to there being no DNA test taken yet you'll find im pretty honest. even though I could withhold that and just counter sue pointing to this or that, I'm not an idiot and in fact pretty smart. The only place I have a bad reputation here in most who judge it as so is here, everywhere else not at all. You have bad reputation both in real life and online. You have no value at all. Since you cannot follow you cannot lead, your martial artist students will die because of you. What words you say have no benefit and this is the difference between me n you. I'm what you aspire to be and I have way more resources then you could ever imagine that you wish you had. I'm not backing down either, I cannot be beaten by you (there are worse threats and your not one of them as much as you try or want to be.) I have a viewpoint that if I am going to spend 10 k I need to make ten k. 2019-2022 put my goals back a bit but now we are back on a roll. Shit happens and affected each of us. *blinks and shrugs* life happens. I'm human too.
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Post by VixenV on Oct 15, 2023 14:26:44 GMT -7
If you own a million dollar ranch you would think that you could pay me back the $584 bucks you still owe me. oh but wait everyone knows your a liar. You don't own or run shit. Theoretically if I extorted you....you donated based to a donation based campaign. So no V legally I'm not obligated to give you a cent. Anything I choose to give back to the criminal is a choice of my own generosity.....just maybe I might however I'm not feeling motivated too. Try again and come back when you get a better angle, plus don't forget your dentures friend. You extorted me under false pretenses. You promised services you never delivered. Thats also fraud. You promised to pay me back on this very board and then renigged. Thats also lying. If you owned a ranch you would live there you dumbass. Simple logic dictates you're lying. You also do not have a music career, are not a martial artist with a dojo or have ever taken the horse class you promised everyone you were taking. A "sith lady" does not prepare to do things, they execute firm milestones in pursuit of goals. All you do is talk about what your "going to do" all the while being a loser that lives off others like a leach. You are not a ranked sith and you never will be.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 15:09:13 GMT -7
Theoretically if I extorted you....you donated based to a donation based campaign. So no V legally I'm not obligated to give you a cent. Anything I choose to give back to the criminal is a choice of my own generosity.....just maybe I might however I'm not feeling motivated too. Try again and come back when you get a better angle, plus don't forget your dentures friend. You extorted me under false pretenses. You promised services you never delivered. Thats also fraud. You promised to pay me back on this very board and then renigged. Thats also lying. If you owned a ranch you would live there you dumbass. Simple logic dictates you're lying. You also do not have a music career, are not a martial artist with a dojo or have ever taken the horse class you promised everyone you were taking. A "sith lady" does not prepare to do things, they execute firm milestones in pursuit of goals. All you do is talk about what your "going to do" all the while being a loser that lives off others like a leach. You are not a ranked sith and you never will be. oh....well if you can prove it then go on ahead, until then it's slander.. Keep up the defamation bud, even my friends who are masons in our justice system are laughing at you. The judge and I chatted because we are also friends and they are just as baffled to what you are saying and are equally amused. We are all just holding back for now watching, observing, and laughing at your shit show of ineffectual fireworks.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 15:13:51 GMT -7
You extorted me under false pretenses. You promised services you never delivered. Thats also fraud. You promised to pay me back on this very board and then renigged. Thats also lying. If you owned a ranch you would live there you dumbass. Simple logic dictates you're lying. You also do not have a music career, are not a martial artist with a dojo or have ever taken the horse class you promised everyone you were taking. A "sith lady" does not prepare to do things, they execute firm milestones in pursuit of goals. All you do is talk about what your "going to do" all the while being a loser that lives off others like a leach. You are not a ranked sith and you never will be. oh....well if you can prove it then go on ahead, until then it's slander.. Keep up the defamation bud, even my friends who are masons in our justice system are laughing at you. The judge and I chatted because we are also friends and they are just as baffled to what you are saying and are equally amused. We are all just holding back for now watching, observing, and laughing at your shit show of ineffectual fireworks. I live many places and tend to move in between because I can stay in a few spaces , and out of mourning for my first horse I don't feel like staying there anymore. However I visited many times and rode horses there because it was still my property. Any sane judge even in ur state would see you pushing me away and me offering to refund you then you saying it's not important to you. Then they'd see me walking away which is what you said to do "I'm a last unicorn, leave em alone." boo hoo hoo and then this and the whole defamation statements. I'm about to travel to Hawaii for a nice trip because I can and then off to a few other places because I can. I don't need to screenshot every glamours thing in my life to a bunch of overweight oafs who are just jealous.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 15:18:12 GMT -7
oh....well if you can prove it then go on ahead, until then it's slander.. Keep up the defamation bud, even my friends who are masons in our justice system are laughing at you. The judge and I chatted because we are also friends and they are just as baffled to what you are saying and are equally amused. We are all just holding back for now watching, observing, and laughing at your shit show of ineffectual fireworks. I live many places and tend to move in between because I can stay in a few spaces , and out of mourning for my first horse I don't feel like staying there anymore. However I visited many times and rode horses there because it was still my property. Any sane judge even in ur state would see you pushing me away and me offering to refund you then you saying it's not important to you. Then they'd see me walking away which is what you said to do "I'm a last unicorn, leave em alone." boo hoo hoo and then this and the whole defamation statements. I'm about to travel to Hawaii for a nice trip because I can and then off to a few other places because I can. I don't need to screenshot every glamours thing in my life to a bunch of overweight oafs who are just jealous. You may want to ease off the pies and chili fries so that you can actually walk around without breaking a heavy sweat. I still remember how much slower I had to go because I was walking with you my old apprentice. If that's hard for you to walk that much then I imagine how hard it'd be for you to defend yourself in a real life situation. Do you want to show us what martial stuff your able to do so you can back up your claims of being an actual martial artist? Attachments:
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Post by VixenV on Oct 15, 2023 16:56:03 GMT -7
I don't have to prove anything. You have already proven it with your offer to give me back the money on terms in a thread here and I agreed to them. All of this is in writing and that makes it a binding contract in a court.
I don't believe for a second you know any cops or judges and if you do, you have not told them the truth about your situation. More proof you are a liar.
Your cute boo hoo story about your horse dying and you can't stay there anymore is also as transparent as your claim that the day the first payment you were supposed to make to me you claimed you could not because your card was stolen. Your so pathetic at this. But it's typical of a narcissist. It's a pattern I've seen many times before. I have said nothing but the truth here. You have to resort to pathetic and weak personal attacks to try and deflect and retaliate.
The problem is that I'm better at this than you can ever hope to be. Your shallow and have a 2 dimensional personality. It's why you rage quit so many places, get in constant fights and have never been recognized as a Sith Lady. Yes I know even that is a lie.
I've talked to Praxus, the only one you found gullible enough to validate your claim. It's too bad that afterward he found out you commonly plagiarize his writings and that even your own "training" (about a month of content you claim should take 5 years 🤣) is just a plagiarized and regurgitated Mish mash of self help quips or material from other Sith that you have outright stolen. If you ever had a title it has been revoked.
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Post by VixenV on Oct 15, 2023 17:56:47 GMT -7
Debate hall, my ass. Go ahead and rage quit again little weak girl. Run to mommy so they can give you money and make you feel like you matter. We all know you have never earned anything you may have.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2023 19:58:38 GMT -7
Debate hall, my ass. Go ahead and rage quit again little weak girl. Run to mommy so they can give you money and make you feel like you matter. We all know you have never earned anything you may have. da fact that wroo reported the very stuff you threatened to relate shows how much of a coward wroo is. *wags tail and grins* your just all the same....instead of being predictable try something new. I'm bored with the whole slander tactics. wroo, ally, raven, miles, and everyone can continue but it's bland. this is such an overused sith tactic......
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Post by Deleted on Oct 16, 2023 8:08:42 GMT -7
So what writings am I stealing from? Can you mention which exact ones so I can see? I'm actually genuinely curious here.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 16, 2023 8:18:37 GMT -7
So what writings am I stealing from? Can you mention which exact ones so I can see? I'm actually genuinely curious here. "You have to resort to pathetic and weak personal attacks to try and deflect and retaliate. " Yes you do aim below the belt *shrug* yet I think at our times we've all lost control at times, it's what you do when you falter that matters. That horse comment came left field but honestly I'm not surprised due to your combat style. I remember hearing a story about Khaos....something bout him losing someone and someone said a comment that was not okay. But he was unbreakable....I almost wish he could come on and tell it but I highly doubt that'll ever happen. I wonder how he truly felt or did he feel nothing? Or did he feel hurt and yet choose to handle it in an empowered way while feeling emotion? *drops it and moves on* In ways I see why people say we are similar which is almost an insult because while I see through their eyes we are nothing alike. Those exact people are just as guilty as you or worse. When one lies about shit then I take a stand.... yet in their eyesI'm weak or pathetic, that's the whole MO. Crazy, Deflect, Bait, Reaction abuse, gaslight. I find it oddly fascinating and it was hard to leave. Now I don't feel fazed and healing from it all because it does leave deep scarrs on a subconscious/conscious level. *walks away and continues her musing/self reflection in hermit hole* I also see how me leaving looks like rage quitting yet oh well I don't have time to get wrapped up in others narratives of me. As a hermit I come then go now and don't feel angry anymore so there is no more rage quitting. there is me coming n going as I please became I can without the pressure of having to stay. I appreciate how Draconis is understanding of that.
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Post by VixenV on Oct 16, 2023 9:35:31 GMT -7
Your not a hermit. You are a wounded cow that keeps wandering into a field of wolves and then asserting that you are a wolf too.
You are not a wolf and you never will be so it's impossible for you to ever experience life as a wolf. You want something you will never be able to attain. That's why you pestered praxis until he finally called you a Lord at his site. Now a dead site and a mistake he says he will never make again because it filled your head with delusions instead of causing you to actually try and earn what he wanted to give you.
The same goes for all of us. All of us that have tried to help you and build you up and teach you and give you patient confidence of a Sith have not been successful because you are unteachable. You just don't get it and you never will it seems.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 16, 2023 14:26:28 GMT -7
Your not a hermit. You are a wounded cow that keeps wandering into a field of wolves and then asserting that you are a wolf too. You are not a wolf and you never will be so it's impossible for you to ever experience life as a wolf. You want something you will never be able to attain. That's why you pestered praxis until he finally called you a Lord at his site. Now a dead site and a mistake he says he will never make again because it filled your head with delusions instead of causing you to actually try and earn what he wanted to give you. The same goes for all of us. All of us that have tried to help you and build you up and teach you and give you patient confidence of a Sith have not been successful because you are unteachable. You just don't get it and you never will it seems. praxus.....wasn't my mentor. watchu talking bout willas?
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Post by Deleted on Oct 16, 2023 14:27:03 GMT -7
Your not a hermit. You are a wounded cow that keeps wandering into a field of wolves and then asserting that you are a wolf too. You are not a wolf and you never will be so it's impossible for you to ever experience life as a wolf. You want something you will never be able to attain. That's why you pestered praxis until he finally called you a Lord at his site. Now a dead site and a mistake he says he will never make again because it filled your head with delusions instead of causing you to actually try and earn what he wanted to give you. The same goes for all of us. All of us that have tried to help you and build you up and teach you and give you patient confidence of a Sith have not been successful because you are unteachable. You just don't get it and you never will it seems. praxus.....wasn't my mentor. watchu talking bout willas? oh also INTERRUPTING COO MOOO! *giggles at joke* I couldn't help it.
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