VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Oct 22, 2023 16:20:08 GMT -7
Lol wow and Draconis calls me the Bitcher here!!!
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Post by Darth Draconis on Oct 22, 2023 18:43:20 GMT -7
Lol wow and Draconis calls me the Bitcher here!!! *A* bitcher. Not *the* bitcher. I've bitched about plenty, myself. As to this thread... lol idk anything about any discord stuff at all. Whether or not Aetius responds is entirely his call though... He might just ignore it. Or he might not. Guess we'll find out. It's not bitching, in itself, that I'm criticizing. It's who and how. |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2023 20:00:35 GMT -7
Lol wow and Draconis calls me the Bitcher here!!! *A* bitcher. Not *the* bitcher. I've bitched about plenty, myself. As to this thread... lol idk anything about any discord stuff at all. Whether or not Aetius responds is entirely his call though... He might just ignore it. Or he might not. Guess we'll find out. It's not bitching, in itself, that I'm criticizing. It's who and how. I assumed he'd ignore it. |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2023 20:01:40 GMT -7
Here are some questions: Why do I take up so much space in your head? What does Diana have to do with it? "Why do I take up so much space in your head?"-aetius oh trust me you don't, I knew this was pointless to even talk about. I'm out ^^ stupid convo deleted due to no point. |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2023 20:05:31 GMT -7
nope I can't lie. when you came back a lot of stuff resurfaced to be honest, I mean why wouldn't your actions not have purchase in a way. You were "one of the cool kids." you, miles, khaos. all I wanted was to be with you guys in the cool kids group. *shrug* don't make fun of me. I feel a bit defensive. I will try to be mindful when talking-to you but meh eh please have some patience with me. I know I should be all one hundred percept but I am not today sorry. yeah it hurts my feelings. I used to look up to you. rejection sucks and hurts. I work on my demons but meh anyways I'm off to go meditate in the water before I say something stupid. I know I'm not perfect but I'm tired of it and it hurt to hear from David that khaos thinks I'm a dumpster fire. it's like I'm this contagious thing that annoys everyone and I'm achieving things in my life yet not acknowledged as a sith. which is fine it's okay, but that desire is there. I'm a fan of people. I know it shouldn't hurt but it does. subconsciously I feel inferior and it's like this elevation of I'm shit while you guys rock or are da best. |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2023 20:08:15 GMT -7
don't make fun of me. I feel a bit defensive. I will try to be mindful when talking-to you but meh eh please have some patience with me. I know I should be all one hundred percept but I am not today sorry. yeah it hurts my feelings. I used to look up to you. rejection sucks and hurts. I work on my demons but meh anyways I'm off to go meditate in the water before I say something stupid. I know I'm not perfect but I'm tired of it and it hurt to hear from David that khaos thinks I'm a dumpster fire. it's like I'm this contagious thing that annoys everyone and I'm achieving things in my life yet not acknowledged as a sith. which is fine it's okay, but that desire is there. I'm a fan of people. I know it shouldn't hurt but it does. subconsciously I feel inferior and it's like this elevation of I'm shit while you guys rock or are da best. but like no mater how I feel I try to just focus on myself, achieve my goals, but idk if you even get how it felt or feels. your story could be different then mine but all I wanted was to feel a part or like appreciated or seen. I try to add on to be as clear as I can. why did everyone ask me if I spoke English at oots. why do people call me crazy behind my back. it hurts. this whole thing bout holding my past over me and using it to block me or gate keep hurts my feelings. |
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VixenV
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Post by VixenV on Oct 23, 2023 16:39:47 GMT -7
"Why do I take up so much space in your head?"-aetius oh trust me you don't, I knew this was pointless to even talk about. I'm out ^^ stupid convo deleted due to no point. Lol the irony... stupid user deleted due to no point either. |
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