New OotS Knight appointed!

Unfortunately you are a Knight too now....which I strongly disagree with Draconis and know there are probably others here who disagree with him on knight you or me. *shrug* who cares. Maybe it'll motivate you to start acting like one ^^

I think Draconis doesn't need to make agreements  or I mean say when he will do things, while I don't feel anything when he doesn't do it at the time he says he'll announce it. I think it folly to say one thing yet not follow through and do the thing. Yet I get it, he's on his own pace and timing. Same with me and since we all have productive lives minus you V, this isn't a priority nor am I even in any sort of rush.

I don't cower nor grovel  and am free to share my opinions of Draconis, his actions, and have my own opinions. I do however respect him as a mutual Sith and admire his works. I appreciate how he's gotten me out of a few old paradigms and by experiencing something different I learn more here at times.  I learned don't have to defend myself, worry out the whole politics, worry bout pissing anyone off on accident then getting banned like at old oots.

I still think it's funny how I was disrespected at the old oots but when I got angry I was the disrespectful one. Then when I feel angry and aetius doesn't like what I'm saying he plays the victim making the same demands for respect that I once made. But when I made same demands they weren't honored and that person...william or Micheal, I forget who cares wasn't held to the same standards of "being respectful" that I was supposedly held to.  Things only affected the admins when it came to them personally but they failed to hold everyone to the rules. They made exceptions for those they liked and waited for those they disliked to do something then ban them. Why am I not surprised or worried bout what anyone like him thinks of me.

It's fine he doesn't like me and I dislike him. I shouldn't have been nice and allowed him back in nor should he have tried to make amends with me. Once someone is out, let them go. I tended to overthink, think it was my fault, yet it's not. The fact that he doesn't understand that shows a lot and I'm not surprised. Who cares though, its all in the past.  His opinion lost weight and can say whatever he wants about me. 

No one can rid me of my own voice here and I cannot be banned. I'm glad only Draconis has the real power here, because honestly he's the only one that deserves it. Also I think he's patient and gives people....even you time to grow up. Anywho lunch done, I'm off to work out. 

lol well no one has informed me of such a thing. And quite frankly anyone that decides to promote me to knight seems a fool in this community. You see I don't play the games anymore. And if I'm secretly promoted and no one tells me just to invoke some political turmoil I reject the title.

You have begged for it, need it to define your place in this community. I do not. I have been a knight under the only regime I ever respected in the Sith, that of aetius. And now I have been endorced by my one and only true mentor that ever really mattered to me as well. that is enough for me. Friendship is more valuable to me than any stupid title. So keep your pathetic trophy. I hope you choke on it and die.

well the new year is under way! And still waiting for this "miraculous" announcement of promotion of myself and kurai! Apparently without ever having to go through any "trials"!

Oh wait a minute! I was never apprenticed to... "pukeonous"... what a joke!

I studied under Luciana. She is my mentor and not some lawn mowing imbecile.

Hmm I respect her and what she has done and Moreso how she has grown. I take my position in life first and foremost from myself but also from worthy friends that can learn and grow in their lives instead of traveling in self agrandizing circles. I'm humbled by her contribution to my life and hope she continues to grow as I'm sure she hopes for me.

This is what it means to become a knight in my world. I wonder if any of the rest of you will ever realize this in your young immature lives?